I literally only remember buying one drink and then waking up in an ambulance , covered in bruises and hickeys – I don’t remember anything in between .
Before the club, I had two shots of whiskey with a mixer and a full meal. When I got to the club I remember going to the bar, buying one drink and then waking up on the ground in the middle of the road, a street away from the club with strangers around me and paramedics putting me in an ambulance. I couldn’t stand up or see anything and I could barely understand what anyone was saying. That was around 2:30am, which was only a couple hours after I got there. I don’t remember a single thing between buying that first drink and being in the ambulance, there is literally a complete gap in my memory. I can only super vaguely remember a couple conversations I had when I was drinking that first drink but everything after it is gone.
At hospital, they did a load of tests (not that I really understand what any of them are) and said my alcohol levels were crazy high. I don’t know if they tested me for spiking . I don’t know how they test for that . But they didn’t take any blood and didn’t even really ask me about it , but my memory of the hospital is still super patchy .
I am worried that maybe I just drank more than I thought and its my own fault . Everyone is being so like caring and sympathetic toward me and its just making me feel guilty because I am worried that I might have just got so plastered that my memory of the whole night went. But I have been heavily , heavily intoxicated before and only ever had gaps in my memory once , and it wasn’t like this . This was so much more extreme . I have literally drank over 10 shots on an empty stomach without any issues before , so I struggle to believe that I just somehow got so drunk that my ENTIRE memory is gone .
I am not sure what to make of it . What do you think ?