Hi, all, everyone. I’ve been active in politics for… woof, a WHILE now. I’ve seen it all at this point. So many petit-demagogues, both online and in real life. I’m just sick of constantly fighting. I feel like I have to drag people, kicking and screaming, to see the light. Meanwhile, neck-beards who spend all their time online are attracting people to objective evil akin to moths towards a flame. We have hobbies, friends, an actual life. We can’t spend all of our time fighting fascism. They do not have these responsibilities, and so, they have the freedom to spread their cancer. They constantly talk and talk and talk and talk… They’re such losers, too, goddamn. We are objectively better than them in every way. Physically, mentally, spiritually, etc… Yet fascism rises. It will collapse, of course. Fascists collapse time and time again, they are failures who, by nature of their own ideology, don’t believe in objective reality, and wind up betraying and back-stabbing one another. It’s just very rough. Nearly thought I have is tangential to what I am doing to create a better world. How I can convert someone to see the light. When the future of human life is on a knife’s edge, it’s only natural to do so. I just can’t help but feel as though something is fundamentally wrong with humanity, as though I am one of the few sane people locked away among the inane and illogical. It’s very hard accepting that ~40% of the people I meet and see on a daily basis are fine, and even aiding, the erasure of my rights, my freedoms, my liberties, even other women, aiding them. Admittedly, I feel highly reduced compassion and cognitive empathy towards them, they are all genuine assholes, and I don’t take kindly to people who want to deprive me and millions of other people of basic humanity. As much as I seek to “take a break”, I cannot. My autistic mind continues to bring it up during thoughts. I preemptively apologize for the ramblings, I just desired to get this off of my chest.
I, Empress Flora, love you all. Good night.