My roommates knows we got an eviction letter because of me and I don’t know how to face them

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Title. I had a mental health episode which got me a 5 day hospitalization in August and it’s been downhill ever since. I made stupid absolutely dumb choices. But I couldn’t pay rent from November til now. The landlord did come by and ask and said he will have to file an eviction against all of us because we’re all on the lease. I just didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t going to have that amount and the job I thought I had fell through

That was mid March. So I guess she checked the mail and got the letter. I don’t what to do or say. She texted me to come home and it’s serious but I still don’t have the money so I don’t know. I’m in Los Angeles 😞

What p would you say. Roleplaying the situation on what may be said is helpful to me. I’m at the park rn procrastinating leaving but it’s almost 9pm and I can’t stay here forever