My mom can be extremely annoying sometimes which I why I don’t want to be in the same room as her. She does stuff out of spite, she’s very immature for her age
My mom and I do not have a good relationship whatsoever, it’s always been that way. She hasn’t been a real mother to me, her mom had to raise me because she was a child like me. My mom had me at 13, my dad wasn’t around much and I didn’t really care. She did have more kids, my brother (2), and my sister(6). Their dad passed away 3 months ago so that’s why he’s not around.
My mom is older now but she’s still in a child mindset, she wa at to go to the club daily, comes home drunk starting arguments with me. Literally last week she woke me up at 3am saying whatever, she woke up my baby brother because she’s very loud when she’s drunk.
I knew if I wanted kids then I wouldn’t raise them how my mother did, only trauma and I was going to break that. So over the weekend I was with my friends in Florida but I came back home, I wish I stayed longer. My siblings were with my aunt and my mom was wherever, forgot to mention that I got home from Florida at 8pm. Keep in mind, I was getting ready for bed because I was still jetlagged.
As I’m dosing off boom my mom comes through my room door stumbling, again with this. I asked her to leave, she was crying. Alcohol makes her very emotional I think, I even tried to grab her and take her to her room because i was already exhausted. She did not move but stood up staring at me, she said she hopes I don’t have kids because no one would want an ugly mother like me. I don’t know what she was going on about, but I let her finish. She then said I should be grateful for her and look up to her because she’s done so much for me, I told her I will never be grateful for her and I will never be like her because she’s not a good mom and I wouldn’t care if she left. The first time I ever heard her be quiet was when I said that.