i did not see it back then but she was one of the few people who truly cared while i was too busy running from my own problems. I slowly pushed her away by the time i understood what i had done she was already gone i did not try to pull her back i just accepted it and started fixing myself i knew if i did not change i would keep losing people who actually mattered.
I had opened up after being encouraged to just “word vomit” to get my anxiety out. Didn’t like what I said, wouldn’t discuss it further, things ended and it took more than 3 years to get over it.
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Tried to make it right, but once you push someone away you’ve lost your chance. It still hurts.
After this happening a couple of times I realized I am a problem and I spiralled into self loathing. The whole beast of burden nonsense.
There’s pieces of me I still believe this, which I’m trying to figure out.
Let anxiety get the best of me.
I did nothing about it.
i did not see it back then but she was one of the few people who truly cared while i was too busy running from my own problems. I slowly pushed her away by the time i understood what i had done she was already gone i did not try to pull her back i just accepted it and started fixing myself i knew if i did not change i would keep losing people who actually mattered.
I had opened up after being encouraged to just “word vomit” to get my anxiety out. Didn’t like what I said, wouldn’t discuss it further, things ended and it took more than 3 years to get over it.
Never gonna make that mistake again
I reached out to her to apologize with no expectations of getting her back, only to express how sorry I was for my behavior.