WIBTA if I told her I’m straight

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I (20F) genuinely thought i was interested in women. I was talking to one for a couple weeks. We hooked up and I came to the realization that I am heterosexual. I didn’t enjoy it as much as I thought I would. Maybe I was just bi curious, because my attraction towards her was gone after that. I feel like I should be honest and tell her, I don’t wanna lead her on. But I feel like it’s wrong to hookup with someone and then end things with them soon after. Plus I don’t want her to think I used her as an experiment. WIBTA?

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  1. Tiny_Difference_5497 Avatar

    You are what you are, no one ITAH for being what they are.
    Just be honest, honesty above all else is the cornerstone of self respect, and… will gain you respect from others … in time

  2. ParticularZest Avatar

    What is the other option? Continuing things with someone you’re literally not physically or romantically attracted to? Think about what is worse…

  3. Different_Choice_830 Avatar

    Be honest, there isn’t anything wrong with not knowing. Doing it as an experiment that’s super wrong. Your original intention was not to lead her on.

  4. Effective_Class4453 Avatar

    If she doesn’t contact you again, don’t worry about it. Move on. However, if she does contact you and wants to see you again, you’re going to owe her an explanation.

    Just be honest with her similar to the way you were with us.

  5. Frequent-Judgment205 Avatar

    You can just leave it at “I had a good time but I’m not interested in moving forward”. You don’t have to go into detail about why. People hookup and lose interest all the time. If she’s sensible, she’ll deal with it

  6. gardelesourire Avatar

    Are you even 100% positive that you’re straight? Was this your first same sex experience? Have you been with men before? Irrespective of your sexual orientation, it’s fairly common to realize after having sex with someone that it’s not working for you. You can gently explain that the chemistry is not there for you.

  7. FloMoJoeBlow Avatar

    Instead of telling her you’re straight, just treat it like any other date that didn’t work out. She doesn’t need to know what’s in your head.

    That said, you may very well still be figuring things out. You may be straight, you may not, and you may be somewhere in the middle. Sexual orientation isn’t just physical, it’s emotional. Good luck on your journey!

  8. CupcakeWhirl_0101 Avatar

    NTA. Honesty is the best policy. Just be gentle and respectful in sharing your feelings. It’s all a part of figuring out who you are.

  9. Wonderful_Figure7836 Avatar

    You’re still exploring. Not being into one person doesn’t mean you are or aren’t anything.

    I would simply just tell this person the truth. The attraction you thought was there isn’t. And if you’re still cool with them maybe y’all can be actual friends.

  10. New-Thing-5220 Avatar

    What was wrong or happened between you two. I’m asking because I might be trying the same.

  11. ThePhilVv Avatar

    >I feel like I should be honest and tell her, I don’t wanna lead her on. But I feel like it’s wrong to hookup with someone and then end things with them.

    You don’t want to string her along, but you don’t want to end things with her. The way I’m seeing this, you only have two other options:

    1. Force yourself to be bi/gay. Force the attraction. Make it happen.

    2. Invent time travel and go back in time and don’t sleep with her.

    Obviously those two options are not possible, so really you’re going to have to break your “rule” about ending things after sleeping with someone. It’s much more kind to her to just let her know that you’re not interested in furthering your relationship. You don’t have to tell her why, but if you do, just explain that you don’t feel the connection you were looking for and leave it at that.

    I would stay away from labelling yourself as a reason for the breakup though, as I could see it being hurtful. I would hate to sleep with a guy and then have him say “Oh, you made me realize I’m straight”. Like….thanks? Lol

  12. SatisfactionHour1722 Avatar

    NAH. Use your words and sentences and be clear about it.

  13. AffectionateLime583 Avatar

    this is obviously not to make you feel bad babes but you’re kinda wanting to have your cake and eat it too. Situations like this you’re just gonna have to be okay with being the bad guy in avoidance of being the even worse guy. They’re gonna have their feelings about the situation and you just kinda need to accept that they might be upset. It’ll be okay! Doesnt make you a bad person

  14. ChinoCaprino Avatar

    You seem very empathetic. 

    But I don’t think you’re mature enough to handle any sexual situation if you can’t navigate this. If you think you ought to be attached to someone for life because you had sex with them, hooking up isn’t for you. 

  15. Wooden_Reveal1949 Avatar

    either way feelings are going to get hurt, you don’t need to explain your sexuality, just that you don’t think it’s going to work out

  16. r0r0157 Avatar

    No, I don’t think you’d be the asshole for being honest. You explored something, realized it wasn’t right for you, and now you don’t want to mislead someone that’s respectful, not cruel. What matters is how you say it. If you approach it with empathy and make it clear you genuinely didn’t intend to hurt or ‘experiment’ with her, she might still be disappointed, but she’ll understand you weren’t being malicious. We’re all figuring ourselves out, and that takes honesty both with others and yourself

  17. Born-Eggplant8313 Avatar

    Obviously we don’t know what led you look for sex with a woman, but, you thought you were a lesbian for some reason. You wouldn’t be the first person to hook up with someone because they felt like they should be attracted to them, and they couldn’t justify to themselves not giving it a go. Just remember, you don’t have to justify not being interested in someone, to yourself or anyone else. Anyways, not feeling it with one person of a specific gender doesn’t mean you’re not attracted to that gender. Don’t double down on the idea that you can’t possibly be a lesbian or bi because you’re first sexual experience with a woman wasn’t what you expected. Live your life and let yourself experience what you experience without trying to reason it away.

  18. howpeopletalk Avatar

    I think you’re overthinking this. You’ve gotten new information, you now know that it won’t be a fit. The specifics (you learned that you’re straight) may feel heavy, but it doesn’t change the remedy. Put your cards on the table, break it off. Things fizzle out, happens all the time, gay straight and bi. You can feel empathy for what she may feel after, but don’t let your fear prolong something that won’t work for you (or her for that matter).

    You’re making decisions honestly at a young age which is all you can do. Don’t feel guilty trying something harmless that felt like a possibility at the time. NAH!

  19. __Demyan__ Avatar

    NTA, but just tell her you want to end the relationship, because you are not that much into her. No reason to tell her the other part about you maybe not being into woman at all.

  20. Double-Peace-3988 Avatar

    It’s interesting that a person will hook up with one woman, find there’s no chemistry and conclude that they are straight yet there’s plenty of people who go through life for many many years without ever connecting with anyone of the opposite sex deeply yet still maintain that they are straight. This always blows my mind. If you’ve been with men before yet still not matched up, why is that? What was wrong with those men? I’m not saying you are not straight but I wonder what would happen if you applied the same logic to your hetero connections.

  21. yeeticusprime1 Avatar

    NTA- you tried something and decided you weren’t into it. It might be sad but it doesn’t make you a bad person. Just be honest and say what you feel. Heck she would probably feel better knowing you’re not into women like you thought you were, over not liking her specifically. That way there’s no bruised ego

  22. PasicT Avatar

    You kinda did use her as an experiment but it’s not your fault because that was not intentional and obviously not your goal.

  23. Money-Mushroom-2508 Avatar

    I think she did end up being an experiment, but you didn’t want that to be your original intention, so you can say what other people are already saying under this post, you don’t really owe an explanation but if you feel the situation should include an apology then add that in too, it is a bit of a sad situation on her end if she were hoping for something more but it is what it is

    Just as a general suggestion as someone who’s also on their figuring-it-out journey, it’s better to be aware of if you’re a “i need to experience it to know it” person or a “knowing it is confirmation enough for me.” I think we as a queer community fail to have that conversation due to the fear of invalidating anyone, but people really are different and it’s important to acknowledge that

  24. misstheolddaysfan Avatar

    Maybe you are still interested, you just lost interest in her. No need for long explanations.

  25. star_b_nettor Avatar

    NAH

    Be the bad girl now so you aren’t the evil girl later. Plenty of relationships don’t work out and that’s ok. It’s the dragging it out until its last gasping breath that’s a problem.

  26. orange_cat771 Avatar

    I mean… you did use her as an experiment. Maybe not intentionally, but that’s what happened. You’re allowed to explore your sexuality and make a decision about what fits for you, though, so as long as there was no expectation for something more than a hookup beforehand, it’s fine to simply say you had fun but you’re no longer interested in continuing to hookup.

  27. Various_Leg_148 Avatar

    No you are unsure and exploring. Not being honest would make you look worse.

  28. clouise-capecod Avatar

    My romance advice is:
    Respect yourself, respect the other person, and be honest .
    Just because you’ve changed your mind about your sexuality that’s your business not hers and her sexuality is her business. She would not appreciate it if you led her on.

  29. CapAltruistic5769 Avatar

    You used her as experiment. So. Bad you 🤷

  30. farmer7841 Avatar

    There’s probably a good possibility that she sensed your feelings (lack of enjoyment or excitement) and may already knows you’re not fully into women.

    Be honest and apologize for not telling her that this was a discovery mission.

  31. Downtown_Big_4390 Avatar

    YTA for asking the internet such a simple question.

    Just gently break up with her. Tell her she’s a nice person but you don’t feel a spark.

  32. No_Conference_5099 Avatar

    As someone who was experimented on. Don’t fucking tell them. It caused me decades of relationship trust issues around sexuality of my partners. Just say you aren’t interested in moving forward. That’s true.

  33. IcyManipulator69 Avatar

    NTA… people have one-night stands all the time, because they likely don’t click well sexually… nothing wrong with ending a relationship if you’re not interested

  34. Responsible-Mail-661 Avatar

    You made your bed lie in it. Stay with her forever. Of course nta if it was any encounter and it didn’t work your free to walk away.

  35. Jazzlike-Flounder-23 Avatar

    A single sexual encounter isn’t enough to decide your sexuality, lol.

    Sounds like you lost interest for what ever reason. Just break up with her. Don’t bring up your orientation.

  36. TheOriginalTarlin Avatar

    NTA .

    Unless you are a guy double standard rules apply.

  37. BillyJayJersey505 Avatar

    There’s nothing wrong with losing interest as long as you don’t lead the other person on. NTAH

  38. SPROINKforMayor Avatar

    You aren’t dumping them because it was a hookup. You’re straight. Big difference

  39. FemboiCarpenter Avatar

    Just tell her. It’s so common in the lesbian community it’s a cliche. Happens literally all the time.

  40. Unlikely-Ad9409 Avatar

    Of course you should be honest why are you even asking this question.

  41. Ironman1440 Avatar

    Wouldn’t it be wrong to continue dating a lesbian when you know you are straight and you know it won’t go anywhere??

  42. Firm-Opposite7401 Avatar

    Tell her the truth just like you did here. I think she’ll understand.

  43. YuunofYork Avatar

    I would not do that. Just say there wasn’t the chemistry you were looking for and have a nice day.

    You don’t want to be the person who made her question her entire game because you ‘changed’ your sexuality over her. Why bring it up? She has no right to know, no need to know, and you have no need to tell her when you can vent to us internet strangers.

  44. GreedyScallion4330 Avatar

    Tell her that you’re straight and took a bend on the road.She is going to see you with guys so might as well be honest. Plenty of college lesbians out there and moved on.

  45. StnMtn_ Avatar

    Just tell her you didn’t feel the spark. NTAH

  46. Oddthomas25 Avatar

    NTA, this is the prob with women, you get to emotionally attached about sex. It’s just sex, move on. U were curious, now that itch has been scratched, you don’t need to rent a U-Haul after the first time.