Am I going crazy? Everything keeps moving…

I don’t know if this is the right place to post this, but I am new to reddit and just trying to figure things out while being basically alone in life. If this is the wrong place, just let me know and I’ll fix it.

But, I live in a small one bedroom apartment, there is essentially no hiding places. I feel like that’s important to say because I have thought maybe there was someone hiding in the shadows.

I’ve only recently started living alone, and things have gotten strange. I am used to large gaps of time missing from my memory, but when I was living with a roommate here, that didn’t really matter. My roomie would fill me in on what I missed and everything seemed fine.

But since living alone, I have had some things suddenly go missing. And I mean missing, not just missed place. I’d have unopened packaged randomly disappear from where I’m certain I placed them. For example, an untouched fresh pack of razors place in my bathroom closet and suddenly they are MIA.

On top of that, and the main reason I’m making this post tonight, I woke up this morning to my apartment door partly ajar and unlocked. Now, where I live now people seem to like leaving their doors unlocked. But I grew up in a place that leaving it unlock means deadly trouble. So I always lock my shit.

It sent me into a full panic, and full paranoia, I just started to calm down, which is why I’m making this post. I don’t know if I’m just going crazy, or if this might be something more tangible.

I don’t have any kind of insurance, so I can’t just enlist the help of doctors, or see if I’m suddenly sleep walking even though I’ve never slept walk in my 23 years alive.

I just want to have some kind of idea or possibility to try and ease my anxious mind. I feel like I’m going completely insane and losing what little grasp I’ve had on reality thus far.

Before anyone says anything, I am 100% guarantee that it isn’t my old roommate. They would never do something like this, and we’ve never hid anything from each other.

I even brought it up to them (besides the unlocked door cause they are more paranoid than I am and I didn’t need them demanding to stay the night at my place for a couple days), and they didn’t miss a beat in their confusion.

I’m just scared, and I have no one I feel like I can talk to… I just don’t want to feel like I’m boiling further and further into insanity. I guess this also partly a vent, vut I am hoping someone mind understand what I’m talking about.

An extra note; My apartment has a fire alarm and carbon monoxide alarm that do work, so I have crossed that out of the possibility.