I (21F) want my Ex (22M) back but I don’t know how to do it. I have had getting these weird dreams about my ex and I think they are telling me something, we broke up In February, it all started when he made me sell my body online and he capture all the money for himself, he even said I could not eat afternoon or go to the gym. I had enough and we broke up at one night. I woke up from him touching me inappropriately and confronted him at the night, then it happend most of the time we were together. Then broke the time when we drank together at my place when he moved out. We did starting to make out and then we had s*x. But while we did that I told him to stop and he said no, and end up that he ra”es me. Is he worth it or am I just desperate to be loved?
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I (21F) want my Ex (22M) back but I don’t know how to do it. I have had getting these weird dreams about my ex and I think they are telling me something, we broke up In February, it all started when he made me sell my body online and he capture all the money for himself, he even said I could not eat afternoon or go to the gym. I had enough and we broke up at one night. I woke up from him touching me inappropriately and confronted him at the night, then it happend most of the time we were together. Then broke the time when we drank together at my place when he moved out. We did starting to make out and then we had s*x. But while we did that I told him to stop and he said no, and end up that he ra”es me. Is he worth it or am I just desperate to be loved?
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> Hi I want other a pinion on this becouse I’m autistic and don’t really know what is wrong or right so I want someone to tell me
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Huh?
Absolute nonsense
He’s an asshole, you’re an idiot…
This also feels not real.
ESH. Your BF for being abusive pimp, and you for wanting go back to him. I got some news for you: the acts of the ex-BF? That ain’t called “love”. That’s plain and simply abuse. FWIW: a rape isn’t sex – it’s violence.
You both are weird
Yeah, this isn’t a real post.
NTA. Sounds like you’ve trauma-bonded to the abuser. What he did to you became your “normal”. Get yourself some counselling or therapy to help you move on and function without him. Also go to the police and report the rape and abuse. If he can do it to you, he’ll do it to the next person and the next and the next after that. People like him are monstrous and they don’t get better.
idk, You deserve way better than him. Those dreams aren’t signs; they’re your mind trying to help you let go!!