Just had my first vacation with my 18F girlfriend 19M. It was only 5 days but it felt like a long time. We have been together for over a year now and that was my anniversary present for her. Whenever we see each other and we leave or go our separate ways, she is always the one who cries and is upset that I have to leave or whenever we hang up the phone she texts me saying how much it meant to her and that she was sad we had to hang up. We just got home today and I haven’t been at my house for an hour and a half and it feels like the roles have been reversed. Now I am the one crying and I feel alone now when my passenger seat is empty and I feel sad to not see her event though I will this Saturday. I just took a shower and I am missing her staying in the shower longer and drying her eye lashes with some silly little dryer and missing her getting splashed in the face with shampoo and having water fights in the shower. Is this shit normal after a first vacation because it feels weird to be in her shoes and I feel like our vacation has brought us closer to each other and now we know more about one another and why we feel the way we do.
TL;DR : Basically I am feeling sad that my girlfriend and I are no longer together right now ( we are in a relationship still just not physically in each others presence) and I am wandering if this is normal and how long it will take to get used to this?