Is there anyone else like me? I don’t think so

Just your below average failure joe who’s in his mid twenties with no skill, no degree, no job, no resume, no nothing

My problem is that I was basically born dead, I never had any kind of interest, desire or curiosity in doing anything, I just hate learning

I never wanted to study and I never liked school or even interacting with others, I always felt like odd one out, I always felt like an outcast

Till now I have had 0 friends, I have never had any female companion or even a girlfriend for that matter, I have never held a girl’s hand till now

I could barely pass my school somehow but this attitude or should I say defect couldn’t take me much further ahead down the road since I failed miserably in college and I had to drop out, ever since then I just stay at home and pass my time doing nothing

I have no goals, no ambition, no desire, no attraction towards anything useful that can make me a living

I don’t know why I am like this, am I a defective piece? It sure seems like it because everyone around me is alive and working or at least planning to do one thing or the other meanwhile I am just dead from inside

I wish I could have been different man, I wish I could have been like the others