For the past few months I have been a fan of this certain someone who is in sports. It started when a tiktok clip came through my fyp. I stalked his social media and came to know more about him. I also watched all of his previous games in the past and his history. I also know his birthday, zodiac sign, family, and everything under the sun, which is insane! thinking about it now I am like a real creepy stalker. I am not infatuated with him or anything I just really want to root for him and want the best for him, I want him to achieve his goals and dreams. I also love his relationship with his girlfriend (goals) hope they last forever.
The problem is everytime he loses I become affected too. I feel like crying and would just have a bad mood all day. My heart aches for him in a way. Sometimes I don’t even watch his plays of a fear he will lose and I couldn’t take it. I would overthink about how he would feel because of that loss or if he will be able to get through it which I hope he would.
This isn’t the first time that this happened to me. I have been a fan of other celebrities before him and I also felt the same way. How can I put a stop into this?