After months of begging for help with a child he wanted. I’m finally leaving.

I just texted him today that I’m done with the relationship and once I get more stable I’m probably gonna leave. I should have ended it awhile ago but I was holding on to that strand of hope that he would change but he’s only gotten worse. He does nothing to help. He stayed up all night last night and so he couldn’t help me this morning and got mad at me for doing everything by myself this morning and all I asked him to do(which I asked every night) is to make 4 formula/breast milk bottles. I’ll do everything else. He still complains about doing that and a ton of other things I can’t deal with anymore.

I’m only still with him because I can’t work until June due to my classes. But I’m taking a semester or two off to work. She’s in subsidized daycare so once I start getting a stable income and a newer car, I’m going to move her daycares. This is gonna be hard asf but it’s better than telling an adult who’s older than me what to do constantly and all he does is sit in the bed and masturbate and play on his phone.

I thankfully love my daughter and I would do anything for her and she’s the reason I continue but I know long term my mental health will be a lot better.

Gonna start grinding:)