Am I 20M attracted to my gf 19F?

I am 20 M and i am dating 19 F. We have been dating for about little over two months. I started the relationship not thinking about it much (i should’ve waited more). I rushed into this relationship I thought we had a connections, we came from a similar background. I just wasn’t attracted to her as much as I was into my exes.

Before the relationship even started she was a lot more attracted to me than i was to her. I was even thinking about breaking up with her after we started dating because I didn’t want to carry the relationship and make her more invested in me. We have quite a few intimacy as well for a little background knowledge.

One day when we are on a date she cries about how she has to move two hours away from our hometown (going to college and i’m working). I saw that and started tearing up because as she was crying she was saying how much we are not be able to see each other that often.

After that happened i don’t even know what this relationship means to me. I thought I wasn’t attracted her. Can anyone help me? I don’t even understand myself… tl;dr I wasn’t attracted to her but after she cried in front of me that made me tear up also I don’t know if I am attracted to her or not