Am I the AH for not canceling a holiday and paying it for my partner and myself?

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In January I (36f) booked a small holiday together with my partner (41m). Everything was under my name and paid for everything. He would pay me his half.

3 months later he told me he couldn’t pay me back anymore and asked me to cancel.
If I cancelled I would get 90% money back. 10% won’t be refunded.
I decided that I would keep the booking and gifting him his part cause we both needed to unwind a bit.

He didn’t like it because it made him feeling small. That I had to care for him.
He told me to just cancel it.
I told him that I didn’t want to and that it was a gift he could stay home but that I was going. But he could come with me. He told me he would come with me.

Today is the day we left for our little holiday. He did come but is screaming to me that what I did was wrong. That I made the choice for him.
But I really didn’t. I made the choice for me and invited him to come with me without costs.

I really wanted a little holiday but I regret that he’s with me. He’s extremely mad at me, is unkind and only says that I manipulate him to feel small and well I just wanted to relax.

Am I the a hole for not canceling?

Comments

  1. Nsr444 Avatar

    Nta, ungrateful ass

  2. roobearshousee Avatar

    NTA. But after his behaviour you should have cancelled your subscription to the man.

  3. CleanCalligrapher223 Avatar

    If he wanted to stop “feeling small” he could have paid what he promised or stayed home.

    “When someone shows you who they are, believe them.”-Maya Angelou

  4. ThisWeekInTheRegency Avatar

    Wow, what an unpleasant person he must be.

    NTA

  5. lucygoosey38 Avatar

    So he’s screaming at you because you paid for the trip and his macho man 50s mindset is that he should’ve paid for it. And now he’s screaming at you.
    Not the asshole but I think you need to think about this relationship. Cause he is not being mature or acting his age or acting like at adult at all. He needs to grow up and get away from that mysoginistic attitude

  6. Nice_Rain_10 Avatar

    NTA. He feels “small” because he is “small”. The good thing he’ll flush easily. Screaming at you is an instant relationship killer anyway.

  7. cthulularoo Avatar

    NTA, did he offer to cover the cancellation fees? Or were you supposed to eat that?

    But no, of course you’re not the AH. He didn’t have to come. Here’s the thing, you don’t need to vacation together. If he keeps bugging at you, just get your own room and do your own thing. Dude sounds like an insecure jackwagon.

  8. PollyPrissyPants413 Avatar

    Dump that mental midget. You did a nice thing. And he has issues.

  9. FlakyBacky Avatar

    NTA You offered a gift – he could’ve said no. He chose to come, and now he’s blaming you for his own feelings. It’s not your fault he’s upset about your kindness. You wanted a break – you deserve to enjoy it

  10. Caspian4136 Avatar

    NTA

    This man would be my ex shortly after we got back home.

  11. RDDTLurker7 Avatar

    NTA. I think dude is genuinely an insecure man. You did a nice thing that any normal guy be like “i got a good partner for caring”. You don’t deserve a person who is inconsiderate like that, but i think you should be grateful that he showed you this side of him. It gives you enough feedback to say “do i want to continue this relationship?”

  12. No-Statistician-4201 Avatar

    So, basically he decided to go to the mini vacation but is spoiling the vacation with his insecurity and childish behavior. Why are you with him? Send him back to his house. You enjoy your needed vacation and rethink this relationship

  13. Large_Potential8417 Avatar

    He’s insecure. You didn’t do anything wrong

  14. Top_Classroom5510 Avatar

    NTA. If I were him, I would be grateful for her gift. Then I’d work even harder to someday give her an even bigger gift.

  15. LastyearhereXXVL Avatar

    I’m what way are you happy with this person in your life? Like seriously, I want to know… is he super fantastic in bed? Is he curing cancer?

    I’m out of ideas after that.

    NTA obvs…

  16. Miserable_Camp_8946 Avatar

    He’s way too old to behave like this NTA. Sure you want him with you?

  17. Far-Bodybuilder9536 Avatar

    Time for a new partner.

  18. PhaseActive4216 Avatar

    he is a misogynist and feels small because you a woman paid for him, leave him he is pathetic

  19. Medium-Theme-1987 Avatar

    let this be a lesson, grown ass temper tantrum!! he is goign to ruin your “little getaway” When you get back.. let it be over!

  20. Perfect_Ring3489 Avatar

    Nta. Hes an ungrateful ass. Get him a ticket home.

  21. springflowers68 Avatar

    He is the only AH here. Do your future self a huge favor and dump him as soon as you get home or now and send him packing (unless you think he will damage your belongings if he is back home without you).

    This is who he is and will be your future. Better fish in the sea.

  22. Maida__G Avatar

    NTA He should have saved money for this trip.

  23. Fleur-Deez-Nutz Avatar

    NTA – some men can’t handle being out-earned by women. This is a red flag…cut bait.

  24. PossessionNo93 Avatar

    Ungrateful, rude, spoilt and insecure aren’t great qualities. Deliberately ruining a nice gesture because a woman has paid for it?? It’s not the 50’s… grow up man…

    What’s on the positive side???

    Time to weigh it up and see if he’s worth the time and love you’re putting in… its not the money it’s the way he’s decided to ruin the nice thing you did for both of you… I think however the break you need is from him…

  25. Nervous_Rain_7733 Avatar

    He’s an Ass whole, leave him in the hotel and go and enjoy your free time

  26. ELShaw1112 Avatar

    NTA and dump his immature ass. It is not your responsibility to make him feel like a man. Most people would’ve been grateful and chipped in where they could. He’s ungrateful and egotistical which is a terrible combination. He should’ve kept his miserable ass at home.

  27. National_Car_7506 Avatar

    NTA. I keep re-reading your sentence – “I made the choice for me” – so do more of that. This man is clearly blind and unable to see the amazing person you are. I hope you get a moment to enjoy your holiday 😊

  28. Specific_Anxiety_343 Avatar

    No, but you may be TA for staying with a man-baby.

  29. Decent-Historian-207 Avatar

    IF he feels small, it’s because he is small. Cancel the rest of your relationship with him because it will give you 10% pleasure and 90% stress.

  30. gingasmurf Avatar

    NTA in a partnership each of you may go through tough times, the whole damn point is to help each other through them. When he’s more stable he could repay by booking another getaway for you both. He sounds like an idiot

  31. Raspberry-Tea-Queen Avatar

    42 acting like a giant man child. Yikes. No way Id put up with that non sense.

    Don’t come a trip woth me if you are going to be a pain the entire time and not let me enjoy myself.

  32. bb122164 Avatar

    Absolutely not. Since he is unhappy, send him home. No reason for him to ruin your vacation. You should have invited a friend to go with you when he asked you to cancel. You would have been happier. One more thing. Dump him when you get home for being a baby and spoiling your trip.

  33. TheAvengingUnicorn Avatar

    You cannot be the asshole when all you did was present a reasonable choice. He is the one who made the choice, he is the one making himself feel small. And he should feel small, not because you paid for a holiday, but because he refuses to take responsibility for his own actions and decisions and instead wants to shift the blame onto you. Is this really the kind of life you want?

  34. Mango_Design_0192 Avatar

    Wow, that is incredibly hurtful! You actually gifted him a holiday, and he is saying that it belittles him. That is a very macho/ patriarchal way to view a relationship and I would be extremely worried about that.

    I would not either forget that you stated clearly that you need the vacation, and that you are ok going on your own in the event he does not want to come… You are communicating your needs, and also showing that you value taking care of yourself in an independent way, which is great!

    He did not HAVE to come then… Meaning that he is not ok to not provide, and he is not ok with letting you rest the way you want (having him sulk and be mad but be anything but restful…).

    If you value your relationship, I would advise to try to get him to communicate when he calms down, to try to understand if there is something specific going on (a feeling of failure in life? In his work??)? Has he pulled something like that before?

    Remember it is ok to enjoy your time off, and not feel guilty. Feel free to explore on your own, or to read a book in a peaceful environment etc…

    Good luck!

  35. craftymomma111 Avatar

    He sounds like an ungrateful, insecure little man. Time to find a partner, not a toddler.

  36. Cursd818 Avatar

    NTA

    Unless you want to be in a relationship where you are continually abused because he’s decided he feels small, dump him. This kind of behaviour doesn’t get better, it only escalates.

  37. Gennevieve1 Avatar

    NTA. Tell him he can either stay there and enjoy the free vacation with you or he can still go home and be an ass there. But there is no third option where he gets to stay and be an insufferable asshole to you.

  38. Countrysoap777 Avatar

    You didn’t make him feel small. He just feels small and what you did highlighted it. But I still think you should have cancelled. He didn’t want to go and you should have respected that. Maybe you could have went with a different person if you wanted to go. Still no need for guilt now, I would just try to encourage some fun since you’re there now. He has some self esteem issues. He could have been mad for the bit of manipulation for him to go. He needs to be more clear about not going and not go if he don’t want to go. Be he can’t blame you for how he feels, only he is responsible for how he feels. That’s a self esteem issue that he already had.

  39. l3ex_G Avatar

    Nta this sounds abusive

  40. Spirited_Ad_8040 Avatar

    Awe poor little man and his tiny ego cant handle a women paying for a vacation for him. So now he has to throw a tantrum. He showed who he truly is. Buy him a plane ticket home tell him to pack his shit and be gone by the time your back. Then enjoy your vacation. If need be have someone at you place to watch him pack and leave.

  41. Agreeable-Customer84 Avatar

    Nta but break up with him when you get back or send him back home now. I wouldn’t waste a red cent on him. If he wont leave he can sulk in the room but you go enjoy.

  42. Fun_Possession3299 Avatar

    NTA. 

    But find someone who’s worth it. Not this clown. 

  43. Jackms64 Avatar

    I will never understand why some folks feel the need to stay with people who make their lives harder and sadder… OP, our partners in life are supposed to make our lives richer, filled with love, acceptance and joy. People who we can cry with and celebrate with and build a life together. You’re still young & have a lot of years left, do some serious math..

  44. LayaElisabeth Avatar

    You’re NTA for not canceling the trip, you are for bringing him along. You could’ve surprised a good friend or family member on your trip. They could’ve gone along for only the blank cost of an extra hotel room.

  45. Gullible_Papaya5505 Avatar

    NTA. Because he’s insecure that doesn’t mean you are the AH. He needs to grow up. If he really feels a certain way about it, just pay it back when he can. It’s not that big of a deal.

  46. Echidna-Greedy Avatar

    That is why we don´t date poor men, sister.

  47. Snowland-Cozy Avatar

    NTA unless you stay with this immature guy.

  48. Rare-Progress5009 Avatar

    YTA only because you don’t say “ex-partner”
    How does you paying for vacation make him “feel small” and are there other misogynistic traits he’s exhibiting.

    It’s a huge red flag, in any type of relationship, if people can’t graciously receive a gift.

  49. Sifiisnewreality Avatar

    Buy him a ticket home

  50. mifukichan Avatar

    NTA. I once dated a man who seemed like a kind person until the fact I earned more than him played a part in our lives and he got so weird and defensive about stuff. It was the smoke to the deeper root of the issue, the fire that he was low-key sexist and felt emasculated. I dumped him.

  51. SleeplessPilot Avatar

    NTA

    As soon as he started his BS, I’d have dumped him at the airport.

    This is a solid 8 on the FAFO scale. Time for the partner to Find Out.

  52. Outrageous-Victory18 Avatar

    So he wants it both ways: he gets to go on the holiday with you for free AND he gets to make himself feel bigger by yelling at you for “forcing” him to go.

    If you stick with this guy, prepare yourself for having to apologize and be made to feel bad because he’s insecure and resentful. You did something thoughtful and kind and his reaction was to sulk and throw a tantrum.

  53. carnevilkilla Avatar

    You did nothing wrong. This relationship should be over

  54. Federal_Training_903 Avatar

    Of course he still came on the trip but with his bad ass attitude 

  55. Isaidbgnot_____oknvm Avatar

    What a dickhead. There’s nothing worse than an insecure person. NTA

  56. Background-Cow8401 Avatar

    NTA he sounds like an insecure little boy with a fragile ego. Men like him who feels emasculated because his partner is financially better are mysoginistic AHs. You can do better. A partner is happy when their SO succeeds, and is grateful when their partner can provide financially. Do you want a lifetime of having to walk on egg shells every time he feels you are doing better instead of celebrating your achievements.

  57. Zanke95 Avatar

    God how can someone be so ungrateful he should just have accepted to wonderful gesture.
    Nta I would second guess this relationship

  58. JJQuantum Avatar

    Male egos are a real thing and they are honestly taken too lightly by most people. However, in this case your bf is just acting like a whiny little shit. NTA.

  59. PassComprehensive425 Avatar

    NTA- Should have taken someone else. Someone who would have thanked you instead of acting man-child. Like someone who was going through a divorce, has been sick, just got out of school, etc.

  60. cats_and_tea7 Avatar

    I have a strong dislike towards insecure men, especially if that insecurity stems from a woman doing better than them and/or toxic masculinity.

    Edit: NTA, tell him to go work on himself.

  61. LibraryMouse4321 Avatar

    Can you send him back home and go without him?

  62. ElimGarakOfCardassia Avatar

    NTA. This man did you a favor, by showing you what an awful person he really is. Do your own thing on the vacation and dump his backside as soon as you get back.

  63. Actual_Ad9796 Avatar

    NTA, he’s a pathetic man child.

  64. MaleficentJob3080 Avatar

    NTA, he is being highly immature and misogynistic. You might need to find a more mentally mature partner.

  65. Todd_and_Margo Avatar

    Dump him, OP. He feels small and is blaming that on you instead of working on his own issues. And he decided to go with you to punish you. If you went without him, he wouldn’t be able to ruin your whole trip to teach you a lesson for not obeying him. He’s red flag city. Leave his ass on the side of the highway and enjoy your trip.

  66. jules793 Avatar

    wtf! Nta. Full stop. 🛑 he’s a massive twatwaffle if he camt relax and say thanks. Separate your lives and start planning the next holiday without him asap.

  67. IndependentMindedGal Avatar

    NTA. You could have asked him to pay totally for the next one. There’s something very wrong with him, that he’s screaming at you because you’ve asked him to accompany him on a vacation. I’d be asking myself why I’m with him.

  68. Forsaken-Routine-466 Avatar

    NTA… he decided to go with you. 
    Would have been better to go alone. Are you sure you want to sign up for this behavior? 

  69. Daddysheremyluv Avatar

    Ask him if the situation was reversed would he bring you along. If he would not that is a statement on how he wants the relationship. Plan on that in your relationship. It doesn’t need to be a deal breaker but a communication point.

    If he would bring you along remind him that most likely you will need his support sometime in your future. It’s a partnership you probably can’t define on how you will need support but we all do.

  70. NaturesVividPictures Avatar

    NTA. Tell him to go home. Enjoy the rest of it by yourself.

  71. 4me2knowit Avatar

    What a tiny little ego he has. He is embarrassing himself. You are being bullied, he is pulling the wings off a fly. He doesn’t love you. Sorry

    NTA

  72. Bearded_Warlock Avatar

    Wow, he is a manipulating idiot. He somehow tries to make this your fault and ruins the holiday.

  73. mountain_mists Avatar

    Change his flight details and have him be sent right back home as soon as you land because he will absolutely ruin this trip for you.

  74. Chris_P_Bacon_the_3 Avatar

    Super childish behavior for a 41 year old. Maybe he shouldn’t be in a relationship at if his insecurities are based on money cuz going on a trip to be negative the whole time is pointless. Just he feel like a loser and beating him self up he taking it out on you.. this is literally MISERY LOVE COMPANY. He miserable so he not going to allow you to enjoy yourself. If he can’t afford things than you can give him your card so he the one paying for everything visually but this is something I told my 22 year old sister to do to make her bf comfortable with her paying for dates he can’t afford I wouldn’t think a 41 year old would act this way

  75. repthe732 Avatar

    Sounds like this relationship may have run its course

  76. serjsomi Avatar

    Send him home and enjoy your holiday.

  77. Personal_Regular_569 Avatar

    Who taught you that this is what love looks like?

    Honey, why punish yourself by staying with someone like this?

  78. ForeverOne4756 Avatar

    Not sure. I assume you’re not married yet? Do you have joint finances? Is this trip on credit cards? Or paid for outright?
    I think we need to understand more the nuance of your financial situation as a couple, before passing judgement on him or you.
    My husband and I just went on a wonderful vacation to The DR. But in reality, we shouldn’t have been spending the money while being $60K in debt.
    It was debt that I was unaware of. And now we’re on a financial diet once it came to my awareness that the trip we took was all on credit (when I thought we had the money to pay it outright).

  79. schec1 Avatar

    NTA, OP wanted/needed this holiday, if her partner didn’t want to go on the trip because HE felt belittled by her paying for the entire trip, he should’ve declined to go on it. OP shouldn’t feel guilty about being able to afford a vacation and including a “loved one”, however she needs to rethink this relationship.

  80. Snoo15789 Avatar

    Drop his ass off at the Grayhound station, or train depot and continue with out him, you will have much more fun. At least you have seen this side of him before you got married. Dump hi sass he doesn’t deserve you!

  81. Whizzeroni Avatar

    I would tell him you’re doing your own thing for the rest of the trip. No option. If he’s going to be an ass, he can go pout on his own and not ruin it for you also.

  82. Mysterious_Spark Avatar

    NTA. You made a choice to take a vacation for youself. He didn’t have the money to go. But you still have right to take a vacation with your hard-earned money. If he was so upset, he shouldn’t have gone.

    The real problem here is his abusive and controlling behavior towards you. That is Not OK. He needs counselling, or you need to consider where you draw the line.

  83. juzme99 Avatar

    He makes himself feel like he is small, it’s his mindset of man pays own way, man provider. It’s a free trip with the woman he loves WTF.

  84. As-De-Paus Avatar

    You’re the AH for putting up with that crap 😉

  85. ftjlster Avatar

    NTA for wanting a holiday but OP your boyfriend should be your ex for his behaviour.

    Like, this is the actions of an underage teenage boy who was brought up spoiled, got told no and is now on his back, screaming in the middle of a grocery store.

    You should have taken the vacation without him and you should also remove him from your life.

  86. emryldmyst Avatar

    NTA

    You literally did nothing wrong.

    His reaction though is not cool.

    I’d think about things while on holiday.

  87. Classic-Wafer-7838 Avatar

    NTA.

    Ditch him in the hotel room as much as possible and try to enjoy the trip on your own. Dump him when you get back. You deserve someone who respects you as an equal, not someone who thinks supporting their partner makes that partner “smaller”. That’s essentially what he’s saying – if he’d paid for it, it’d be fine, because he’d see you as the “small” one and in his mind that’s your natural place.

  88. editrixe Avatar

    your bf is an AH and an ingrate. What an idiot baby. Try to have fun on your vacation despite him and consider getting rid of him as soon as you’re home. He should be VERY GRATEFUL that he is being treated to a couples vacation for free! Instead, he’s trying to make you feel bad because HE doesn’t have enough money? Absurd. (I wish you had posted before leaving; bet most people would have suggested you bring a girlfriend and leave his sulky ungrateful *ss at home.)

  89. Poinsettia917 Avatar

    NTA and I think you need to reevaluate this relationship.

  90. Front-Arm-8307 Avatar

    I will never understand why some of you let people treat you so badly. You paid for a vacation and instead of your bf being happy and grateful he is screaming at you and berating you. On your dime. Then, not only are you allowing yourself to be treated badly but you’re asking if you’re the one that’s wrong. How in the world could you be the one in the wrong???? This is just mind blowing. Stop accepting poor treatment and disrespect.

  91. XOXOpandaXOXO Avatar

    I think his ego is bruised. Have an open conversation with him about it in a way it doesn’t hurt it (ego) even more. Hope you both enjoy y’all’s holiday and tell him to relax and enjoy a much needed break from the stresses of life. If he still complains and calls you manipulative, I would question the relationship! Like what is wrong with paying for your partner?!

  92. After-Improvement-26 Avatar

    NTA Some people just can’t be done favours or helped. Usually because they are AH

    Personally I would have gone alone

  93. Misticdrone Avatar

    And this is how the rest of your life will go with somebody With small dick energy… Do you feel bonita about it?

  94. NegativeCloud6478 Avatar

    He is a jersey. You can and must do better for yourself

  95. Wild-Preparation5356 Avatar

    🚩NTA and this man is a red flag. What happened to partnership? That is what relationships are. When one is down, the other lifts and carries. Married 26 years here and this is why we have made it. We have realized that when one is down the other picks up. Over and over again. We help each other. Right now my husband is carrying me.

  96. highlander666666 Avatar

    Hens the asshole. what you did was very nice!! I d be grateful if me and enjoy the gift..I d hope one day I could give you A gift just as good as that one

  97. bigredroyaloak Avatar

    Wth? No send the ungrateful bastard away and enjoy your holiday and hopefully a full peaceful life without the ego of this awful person.

  98. Upbeat-Assistant8101 Avatar

    NTA

    Your husband couldn’t or wouldn’t honor his promise to pay half of everything – and still resents your generosity. To ‘feel small’ seems of his own making! He did wrong and then accuses you of doing wrong for “taking him on the holiday” you both needed.

    There may be more back story to what’s currently happening. He’s acting like a spoiled teenager caught out in a lie! He’s disrespecting you and your relationship. You need to reflect upon your self-care and how you honor your well-being (and future).

  99. Lisa_Knows_Best Avatar

    Tell him to go back home and enjoy your holiday. He’s pretty insecure huh?

  100. MajorAd2679 Avatar

    NTA

    Your husband has a huge ego. He needs to work on himself before his baby tantrums make you stop loving him and divorce him. He’s not a man a wife can be proud of. He’s only feels like a man if he’s winning over you. He should feel ashamed!

    He has to do the work….

  101. _BabyPeachy Avatar

    NTA. You set up a trip to go and enjoy and you gave him the option to come without pressure. It really isn’t your fault he’s upset, after all taking care of yourself isn’t wrong.

  102. Tight_Corner Avatar

    Your partner is a man-child.

  103. Coupleexplorer08 Avatar

    He is not worth your future. You should have found a different man to take on this holiday already, after his first weird behavior

  104. Iliketo_voyeur Avatar

    He would rather you lose most of your money than just stfu and enjoy himself with you? He could have made it upto you another time.
    Is he a little girl that he has to scream at you because he is having a tantrum?

  105. beadhead44 Avatar

    NTA. But you need to seriously consider canceling this relationship because your boyfriend is jerk.

  106. patcam__ Avatar

    NTA. You were trying to do a nice thing. I get where he’s coming from but if he was going to ruin it then he just should’ve stayed home.

  107. Historical_Horror595 Avatar

    When you say partner 41 you don’t mean 41 years old right? He sounds like a child.

  108. Constant_One2371 Avatar

    He’s being a controlling, insecure, manchild.

    He’s showing you who he is, believe him.

    I’d break up with him (after talking to a lawyer to find out how to get out of the house you bought with him).

  109. Chaotic-Eevee Avatar

    NTA. Please dump him at the first opportunity you have (even if it’s at a gas station in a small town). He’s not your partner, no partner would verbally abuse you over a trip. If he is feeling insecure about his masculinity because of it, that’s a problem for him and him alone. I have a hunch that he would have behaved this way if you had a) went on the trip alone or b) invited a friend or family member to go instead. He didn’t get his exact way and is verbally abusing you over it. You deserve better. You deserve better. One more time… You deserve better!

  110. Snoo57190 Avatar

    This dude has a screw loose.

  111. SeesawGood2248 Avatar

    Tell him he wasn’t forced to go with you and he needs to go home so you can enjoy the trip away. Don’t allow him to ruin your trip. When you get home, meet up in public if you have anything that belongs to him, give it back and say it’s over. Don’t stay with a man who will ruin a planned trip he agreed to go on, because it will happen again over something else.

  112. Sad_Professional991 Avatar

    He could have chosen NOT to go….him “feeling small” isn’t your problem. NTA, OP. This should show you what he’s gonna be like when things don’t go his way/how he hoped in the future. No self-reflection, just blame. It’s REALLY not a good look for a grown up.

  113. purpleroller Avatar

    NTA

    Although maybe you should have brought a friend with you instead. Or gone alone.

    Tell him you’ve had enough of his moaning. That he can fly back if he wants while you relax. But if he stays, you want him to wind his neck in and pay for the meals out.

  114. oldboysenpai Avatar

    Lots of insecurity and red flags. Proper answer from him is “Thank you!” and “I’ll get the next holiday.”

  115. billdizzle Avatar

    NTA – toxic masculinity is real

  116. Wild_Billy_61 Avatar

    NTA.. He’s feeling inferior because you paid for a trip for the both of you and now he’s sabotaging it by being confrontational and whiney. Sorry to say, but this is a huge red flag moving forward with your relationship. He’s the type that, should you make more than he, it’ll bother him to no end.

  117. E_Anthony Avatar

    NTA. Your money and your choice. He needs to learn how to accept a gift with grace and not see it as an obligation. That he reacted this way may be a possible red flag of his own insecurities.

  118. Dry_Ask5493 Avatar

    NTA for not canceling the trip but YTA for being so generous to gifting a trip to such a loser of a guy. Dump him.

  119. kittysdaughter Avatar

    NTA. I think the relationship is over. Whatever happened for him to change or why it happened doesn’t really matter in the long run. It’s going to be difficult with the joint property, but you need to start the separation process now before the negativity escalates.

  120. AnnNonNeeMous Avatar

    Is there an option to just leave him at your destination?
    Ick.

    NTA

  121. Ok_Clerk_6960 Avatar

    Tell him he quits acting like an AH or he leaves. You won’t allow him to ruin your holiday. Wait no forget that. BREAK UP with the controlling AH now! This is that important. You’ll be doing yourself a favor. Red flags 🚩everywhere! He’s showing you who he is. Pay attention.

  122. Beginning-Way Avatar

    No. Send him home and enjoy your holiday solo.

  123. USPostalGirl Avatar

    NTA –

    You didn’t make him feel small, he did that all in his own little mind. You just offered a vacation, already paid for.

    His whining is all on him and a big fat RED 🚩🚩🚩🚩. I would dump this looser, fast.

    Honesty if he pulled this complaining about feeling small $hit to me, before the trip, I would have brought a friend instead … at least you could relax and have fun with your friend … instead of having to listen to a pity fest from your boy-man.

    Good Luck. U R gonna need it!!

  124. madpeachiepie Avatar

    Wow. Great boyfriend you have there. Next time, go without him, since it’s so emasculating for him to have his partner do something kind for him. NTA, but you can do better.

  125. Current_Ad3148 Avatar

    Stupid man. If ignore him till he decides to act like an adult!!! If he doesn’t, be glad you haven’t wasted mire years on him

  126. OkTechnician4610 Avatar

    What an ungrateful ah he is.

  127. FunnyCharacter4437 Avatar

    NTA. Also, I expect that no matter what decision you made, he’d be just as whiny right now. Even if you cancelled the trip and stayed home, I’d bet that he’d be making passive aggressive comments about how you deprived him of this trip just because of money and he “sees how you are now” that he needs “your help”. It’s only going to get worse the longer you stay

  128. Elly_Fant628 Avatar

    Tell him to go home. That you don’t want to burden him with the responsibility and awfulness of accepting a loving, kind gesture from you.

    And – so he feels fine screeching at you, rather than saying “Hey, I didn’t realise how bad I’d feel about your doing this for us. I’m sorry, I can’t enjoy myself or accept it so rather than being a sulky screeching baby I’ll go home. But thank you for your generosity”

    ETA NTAH

  129. maeryclarity Avatar

    OP let me let you in on a secret about people like your soon to be Ex…..

    You couldn’t have made a proper choice.

    If you had cancelled (even though he suggested it) you would have been “selfish” because you could have “afforded to cover both of your costs or wait for him to pay you back later, but all you cared about was money”.

    If you had said no problem if you don’t want to go and feel weird about me paying your part, I’m going (by yourself or with someone else, like your sister or whoever) well then you’d have been selfish for going and enjoying something without him.

    And since you chose the most generous and most likely to lead to fun option, he is going to spend the ENTIRE trip making sure you don’t get a moment’s peace or enjoyment out of the situation. He’s really only along not to enjoy the trip but to make sure you don’t.

    There are some people in this world who truly only feel real and important when they’re making someone else unhappy because it “proves” that they matter when you tolerate their abuse.

    It doesn’t get better and you’re more than halfway down the internalized blame slide. You paid for a lovely vacation for you and your BF and he’s screaming at you and angry at you about it and you’re actually wondering what YOU might have done wrong?

    Wow, imagine the guilt and shame you’d be feeling if you hadn’t done something that any sane person would consider to be a lovely, generous gift.

    What if you’d put mustard on a sandwich when you should have remembered that he only likes mustard on ham and not on roast beef?!!

    Girl ignore this fool as much as you can while you try to enjoy your vacation, but do it knowing it won’t be a problem next time because there won’t BE a next time.

    You are NTA unless you continue to let yourself be mistreated this way. And don’t be fooled by the love bombing he’ll try when he realizes you’re over his shit. That’s what they always do.

    And be careful of the reaction after that because some of these creatures can be dangerous.

  130. Ginger630 Avatar

    NTA!! Screaming at you! Dump this AH!!!!

  131. originalmango Avatar

    How insecure is this guy that he can’t accept a gift from someone he’s supposed to love? There’s a million ways he could repay your kindness, but instead he’d rather get angry because you dare to not obey him.

  132. Ambitious-Break4234 Avatar

    This is why I am single. I grew tired of not being able to do things I wanted because he couldn’t afford it.

  133. Any_Weird_8686 Avatar

    This seems suspicious. If he really wanted to go on the holiday, he could have suggested ways to pay you back later, either when his next paycheck comes through or in instalments over a longer time. Or he could take a gift from his partner in good grace, which isn’t difficult for most people at all. Instead, all this theatrics makes me think that he suddenly decided he didn’t want to come on this holiday for reasons unrelated to money, but was too proud to actually admit it. Either way, he’s completely in the wrong here, and if he isn’t willing to get over himself and give you the apology you’re due… Well (insert common Reddit relationship advice here).

    But seriously, if he isn’t able to get over himself like this, then it tells you what kind of person he is, and not in a good way.

  134. MidiReader Avatar

    Tell him he can shut his ungrateful mouth up and put his big boy boxers on or he can walk his own ass home cause you paid for a vacation not whatever the hell this is. My petty ass would pull in a gas station, ask him to get me some snacks and drive away to enjoy my vacation once he was out.

  135. Subject-Divide-5977 Avatar

    You are a wonderful person gifting a holiday. My wife and I went on our first holiday together since our honeymoon fifty years earlier. We have only just got back. I think you are a very thoughtful person but your partner is not. Selfish. You don’t have a partnership in reality, I am sorry. I do hope you find someone who you will have a mutually caring relationship with after you newly discovered ex leaves.

  136. rak1882 Avatar

    Why did he come on the holiday if what you did was so wrong?

  137. Charmingbeauty5562 Avatar

    He should be grateful but instead is treating you horribly. You need to get away from this toxic man

  138. flwrchld5061 Avatar

    He can go home. Then he wouldn’t be on a holiday he didn’t pay for. Simple.

    May you meet someone better on your holiday.

    Edit to add NTA

  139. catinnameonly Avatar

    NTA – but anyone mad for a paid vacation is not someone I would want a relationship with.

    “Your toxic masculinity bullshit over me paying for this vacation is done. Go home if you can’t just enjoy this. I didn’t force you into going on vacation. I can afford this vacation, I wanted this vacation, I planned this vacation and I invited you on it, which now I’m highly regretting. Pull your shit together or just find your way home and don’t call me again. Really, get over yourself.”

  140. SchwaebischeSeele Avatar

    NTA.

    “… That I had to care for him …”, that what partners do, care for each other.

    The issue is with him and who knows what from his past triggered this “… because it made him feeling small …”.

  141. miyuki1237 Avatar

    Hes behaving that way because he’s guilty of something else. Upset fine but screaming and wrecking the trip when he didn’t have to go is reallu suspect. His guilt is eating him up and he’s taking it out on you instead of owning up to it

  142. Blueshoesandcoffee Avatar

    Finish the vacation and break up with him. Seriously, he is showing you who he is…a man who always needs to feel more powerful than you. Should you not take a better job than him because he may, god forbid, feel weak? Should you live your less gloriously because he cannot afford the exact same? This will not improve.

  143. Achilles_TroySlayer Avatar

    NTA He sounds like an angry dickhead, and an insolvent one at that. Red flags everywhere here. You know what to do.

  144. Any_Assumption_2023 Avatar

    Please send him home and enjoy your holiday. 

  145. AdvisorImaginary8073 Avatar

    Leave him on the side of the road for being ungrateful.

  146. TheRealMemonty Avatar

    Break up with him. Sell the house. Stay safe.

  147. stuckinnowhereville Avatar

    Send him home and break up with him.

  148. OkManufacturer767 Avatar

    NTA

    This behavior is deal breaking level.

    Let this boy go and date men.

  149. Mental-Paramedic9790 Avatar

    Pack up his stuff, drive him to the bus station and send him home. Enjoy the rest of your vacation.🏡

  150. BadKarma667 Avatar

    I hope your next gift to yourself is coming home without a partner. If you snagging the check on something like this makes him feel small, i can only imagine the other things that you’ll discover make him feel small. Find an actual man who’s unthreatened by you, not a boy who’s doing a poor job pretending.

  151. Sta41BC Avatar

    Sounds like you had to pay twice.
    Financially then emotionally.
    Your “partner” needs to get a grip.
    GFL

  152. Chunk3yM0nkey Avatar

    I really dont understand this behaviour unless you’re lording it over him, which doesn’t seem to be the case.

  153. labontefan69 Avatar

    NTA. People just need to let others be nice. Your partner overreacted and sounds like a bit of a control freak.

  154. femsci-nerd Avatar

    I cannot believe you would still go on a holiday with a guy this insecure. If a gift makes him feel small, well that’s just a ridiculous excuse.

  155. fotoman888 Avatar

    OP I’m twice your age, and I wouldn’t think twice if a woman offered me a vacay. Or a man. It makes no difference, he’s being gifted a vacation. Why is he being such a crybaby? Because a woman gave him something? Time to cut the baby loose, and find yourself a new, good, 21st century man. One who gets the meaning of the word equal.

  156. AnimatorDifficult429 Avatar

    Nta wow he was actually screaming at you? Let him feel small, he is.

  157. Sea_Firefighter_4598 Avatar

    NTA but I think the holiday you need is a holiday away from him. Is it possible to send him home early?

  158. -something_original- Avatar

    Enjoy vacation, cancel the boyfriend.

  159. icnoevil Avatar

    Big red flag. run, don’t walk.

  160. ZCT808 Avatar

    Sounds like a waste of space. If a guy is 41 and is such a loser he can’t afford a small vacation with his partner; that points to a lot of bad choices in life.

    If the same guy has such a pathetic man-child ego that he is now resentful that you gifted him a vacation because it underlines what a loser he is, it shows ongoing poor life choices and poor character.

    Can’t you do better?

  161. whadaeff Avatar

    Just a normal guy here. He’s a douche

  162. EclecticEvergreen Avatar

    “I can’t pay”

    “Okay that’s fine you don’t have to”

    “That’s fucked up!”

    Am I correct in how this went? Because that doesn’t make any sense. You’re being a good partner to your partner and offering a trip free of expense he can’t afford and he’s screaming at you about how what you’re doing is wrong? Wtf? I’d be leaping with joy if I got a free vacation with my partner.

    You’re doing something nice for someone you care about and he’s throwing it back in your face. NTA.