This is coming from a lot of pain. I’m 32, down to my last 10k and been unemployed for 9 months. Luckily I’m living with family right now but has anyone my age lost everything and have come back stronger or better? I’m also divorced, barely got any equity from selling the house, and am struggling with BPD and flashing back to getting too attached to a guy and having a mental breakdown. I used to be career oriented but now I feel stupid for not saving enough. The only will I have to live is for my pet dog (I’m Muslim and also want to go to heaven) but I’m annoyed at not having a job yet (I’m in tech) and then having to restart my savings and retirement. My ex husband wasn’t a good match for me but I’m in deep grief and depression. Other people get to have love money houses children friend groups- why can’t I?