Recently blew up a great relationship due to this. Ive never hurt like this from a breakup before
But at the same time i see my energy returning. I can get up, do dishes, go to the gym and all that now. But in a relationship everything in life feels impossible to keep up with and i end up never wanting to leave my couch
Im starting therapy this week. I really hate that im like this. I love being with someone i love being with, and i loved being with my ex so much, but i just couldnt see an escape from my depression while being with her. Kinda rambling due to the 500 character requirement lol
Tl;dr: i suck at being in a relationship