Can I accept this ?

I M25 was married to a gorgeous girl when I was 23 . The girl turned out to be very aggressive and started fighting ugly and telling lie’s and most probably cheated on my physically . I caught her cheating emotionally twice . During 2 years of our marraige we had sex maybe once or twice a month and that too without any foreplay she would directly go for sex . After bearing this for 2 years finally we divorced because she again fought with me and went to her family and her family called us for divorce while insulting my father all because I politely asked her for the sex problem . I did try to communicate her multiple times about the sex problem before too but nothing worked . But this last time went too far and we divorced. Now in my culture divorce is a taboo . So I had to remarry asap or I don’t get a bride . So after just 15 days of divorce I remarried and she is great . In sex we have it everyday maybe twice a day , she is as calm as it can get , and very respecting . The problem is she is average looking and I cannot cope up with it . Will I be able to accept her looks and see past them for the person she really is ? . Does this comparision go away?