cant do it anymore. this is my last goodbye but before i go

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im not new to reddit or anything, my account got deleted but i just wanted to say goodbye, even if it’s not to family or anyone that knows me.

ive been homeless for a year and am done with the struggle. i work and make enough to NOT qualify for assistance but not enough to end up with a roof over my head. i sold my shoes for a motel room and i lose it in two hours. once i lose here, then im all done.
this last year has been nothing but torture, loss, and grief and i cannot handle another loss. even if it is just a room. so, this is it. i sold my shoes, i have nothing left other than the clothes on my back and thats what i will be leaving this body with.

Comments

  1. Late_Indication5864 Avatar

    The world is a hella cold… I’m so sorry. Hope you find a reason to keep pushing on. That’s hard to do when you feel 100% alone.

  2. Late_Indication5864 Avatar

    There is an assistance subreddit if that helps…

  3. anon-bananon Avatar

    I wish there were some kind of all healing words I could give you, but there isn’t. I genuinely hope this post gets flooded with pleas to find your way. I’m so sorry you feel like this is your only other option. Please reach out to someone and get help. Even if all feels lost. Please reach out.

    Please stay.

  4. johnsonyourefired Avatar

    And you’re still better off than anyone living 100+ years ago. You can grind through this 👍

  5. Radiant_Gas_4642 Avatar

    Please stay. You matter.

  6. NoMusic982 Avatar

    Keep going man. Keep telling yourself everyday This too shall pass

  7. Kelly_Thalia Avatar

    stop. dont do it. dont make a permanent decision to what is very likely a temporary solution. as long as you are breathing, there is still a life worth fighting for. And if you realllyyyyy want to die, dont worry, that part is already covered for all of us. nobody makes it out alive hun. But you dont have to rush that process. You can still experience great things even if all you have to look forward to is a sunrise and a sunset. move your body, walk, embrace having working arms and legs, smell the fresh air… i promise there are people that dont even have that, and they would kill to have it.

    i

  8. Morticia6666 Avatar

    Nah. There’s a better feeling just a few minutes away. But you have to wait thru the pain, unfortunately 😞. Pls reach out for a shelter or assistance w clothing and necessities in your area. There has to be some help 🙏
    You are worth it

  9. Conscious-Mango-5929 Avatar

    Please reach out to someone for help before making any final decisions

  10. Negative-Bridge-4490 Avatar
  11. bigdaddyc__ Avatar

    I know it’s cliché but you matter to the world I know I can’t say anything to keep you from going but it never hurts to talk I love you we all do safe travels from one human to another

  12. Maleficent-Ad-3375 Avatar

    I truly hope you stay sweetheart. Please reach out to someone, you matter and are loved, even if it’s strangers on reddit. Please stay 🙏❣️❣️❣️

  13. Sky-ler-IsTheLimit Avatar

    i have tried so hard to get help with it. i can’t get any help. i would do anything to keep going. to keep a roof over my head. i just can’t do it alone anymore.