I, 38, Have an almost 2(f year old, she grew and has the brain power of a super computer (compared to me). Walked early, talking early, ABC, color, counting, etc.
At the beginning (2yo), she did have an insane medical emergency that was 3 weeks in the hospital at day 0, and I felt every feeling at 1000% love, sadness, fear. We thought we were going to lose her for 3 weeks, and it was due to our Dr not listening to us for 4 days in a row. Not in the head space to talk about that.
Just had our second yesterday, and I’m not having to same rush of love I had with my first, or excitement.
When I look at her, all I can feel is a rush of love and happy sadness? Idk how to explain it.
Really just looking for some other dads, to give me some reassurance. Thanks.