Yep do I ever! Riding shotgun earlier, chatting away (to myself apparently) and then just sad when conversation halts. Erm…you did me hear ask a general ice breaking lovely drive conversation initiating BREAK THE GOD DAMN BOREDOM CYCLE QUESSSSSTION RIGHT?! Oh, you didn’t? My bad. Yawn, looking out the window now looking forward to the next time we don’t chat. So happy to be loved and cared for /s.
Every single day of my entire life. And it’s not really a feeling it’s a fact. My mother and brother love to stress to me how insufferable and awful i am, while displaying horrid behaviors towards me🥴
All the time. One year, I just canceled my birthday because only maaaybe two people seemed mildly interested, and it wasn’t worth the effort at that point. I message my friends all the time and I actually have a counter for how many times they’ve messaged me of their own accord because it’s so little. To be fair, most of them are also adhd, but still. It just feels like nobody puts in the effort the way I do. I actually cried when one of my friends sent me a meme because it meant so much. It’s just those little things. I know I’m annoying af cause I talk all the time, and I get it, but it just sucks. Even with the friend I think actually likes me, I assume I’m just annoying her because that’s just been my experience for so long.
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My entire life
Big time and it’s draining.
Often due to my ADHD, which is why I had to leave several online groups since i ended up overstaying my welcome with them.
Yep do I ever! Riding shotgun earlier, chatting away (to myself apparently) and then just sad when conversation halts. Erm…you did me hear ask a general ice breaking lovely drive conversation initiating BREAK THE GOD DAMN BOREDOM CYCLE QUESSSSSTION RIGHT?! Oh, you didn’t? My bad. Yawn, looking out the window now looking forward to the next time we don’t chat. So happy to be loved and cared for /s.
absolutely. hugs to my fellow… whatever you call us
Try to read more about ROCD, maybe that helps
I was adopted, so yeah that’s an ongoing mental battle. Fuck that voice though, haven’t let him win yet.
ATM, yes.
“That’s all I have to say about that.”
For now.
Yes until I met my husband.
But it is good to know that even when we feel this way, God loves us all.
Very much so.
Oh yeah all the time
with me having borderline personality disorder…yes. very much so. all the time.
Every single day of my entire life. And it’s not really a feeling it’s a fact. My mother and brother love to stress to me how insufferable and awful i am, while displaying horrid behaviors towards me🥴
I feel like my friends love me as much as I love them. I feel like an obstacle to the men that date me.
Until covid when people had an excuse not to tolerate me anymore either
Oh, yes.
All the time. One year, I just canceled my birthday because only maaaybe two people seemed mildly interested, and it wasn’t worth the effort at that point. I message my friends all the time and I actually have a counter for how many times they’ve messaged me of their own accord because it’s so little. To be fair, most of them are also adhd, but still. It just feels like nobody puts in the effort the way I do. I actually cried when one of my friends sent me a meme because it meant so much. It’s just those little things. I know I’m annoying af cause I talk all the time, and I get it, but it just sucks. Even with the friend I think actually likes me, I assume I’m just annoying her because that’s just been my experience for so long.