I work 9-5. I get along with my coworkers, but they are not my friends. I want to keep work and personal life separate.
I spend time with my husband after work hours. We exercise, do the groceries and watch tv.
I see my mom every 2 weeks. I also see my in laws every 2 weeks but I don’t really get along with them. So, I don’t enjoy that much. I feel like a reject when I spend time with my in laws. So, I think it is the trigger of me feeling alone.
I chat with my friends. We do not see each other because they all have different schedule and priorities. The last time I tried to organize something it got cancelled because my friends all came up with reasons like my kids are sick, I am sick, I have something planned with my family.
I’m trying to figure out why I feel lonely when I have people in my life that cares about me. Why isn’t enough ?