We were online friends for a long time and there were times that we couldn’t get along well because of how negativly I thought of everything, I was so paranoid and pesstimistic that I interpret things he said wrongly. We were also immature so there were times he really made me upset but it wasnt a lot and I forgive him, I also made mistakes when we were friends but we grew to be better people
When we couldn’t get along because of communicating online and not being able to talk properly there were times that I felt so hurt by him and I sadly talked bad behind his back with my friends (it’s not like we talked for hours behind his back, it was short but I regret it sm)
When we started getting to know each other more and finally hanging our irl I understood his intentions werent bad and I thought of him inaccurately. I feel so bad. I never did it again after we started hanging out and dating irl.
We have been dating for 2 years now and I regret what I did a lot. I was in a dark place (My mom passed away, I didnt left the my house for 6 months )
There also were times when I talked about him in a really positive way when we were online friends but like I said there were times I talked negatively too sadly
What should I do? should I let it go or tell him 🙁
TL;DR: I talked behind his back shorlty when we were online friends bevause I felt hurt. I feel horrible should I tell him or let it go? (we r dating for 2 year now but our friendship started 3 years ago)