I (22F) have been dating my boyfriend (22M) for 5 years. It’s been pretty perfect all of those years and we’ve both grown so much individually as well as with each other. Recently talking about marriage has come up a lot and it sounds like that is something that is going to happen soon ish. All through the relationship I was so excited for this step, but as of recently it’s made me feel anxious and starting to doubt if he’s the right one. He’s the only boyfriend I’ve ever had, so I guess it’s hard because I have nothing to compare the relationship too. I think I love him but I don’t know for sure. The spark hasn’t been there on my end as much recently, but it has for him. He’s so amazing and always goes out of his way to love me and fights for this. So I feel like I’m going crazy for feeling this way. What is some advice to figure out if it’s right and how to get the spark back?
TL;DR Boyfriend and I have been dating 5 years. Talking about getting engaged soon and I’m having doubts. Wondering if he’s right and if the spark is still there. What do I do?