So, the guy I’m having a crush on is 21 and now studying engineering. Whereas I’ll give my admission this year. The guy was in my Insta for 4 months, then I removed him and added him back after 4 months. We talked a lil bit before. And I’m naturally shy so I didn’t engage in convo as I thought I’ll embarrass myself. So I created a fake fb ID and spam messaged him. As usual, he didn’t see it, and I knew he wouldn’t. I was telling him that I like him, blah blah, how my day was, how he looked tired… and I thought it would always be like this.
But boy, I was wrong. One day he saw those messages and asked who I was. He said he won’t embarrass me, blah blah. I told him I’ll tell him later. After that, he said we can talk normally. So we just talk sometimes, mostly I initiate. I tell him what I did, how he looks, blah blah.
Then last night, after like 15 days, I messaged him again. We were talking and at one point, he asked me, “Why me?” I said, “I wonder too.” Then I told him, “Maybe one day my heart decided to release dopamine when I see you.” He said, “Bad decision.” Then I told him, “You feel like a green forest and I don’t wish to be wrong.” He was like, “I’m warning you, I’m not good.” Then he said, “It’s just a phase, you’ll grow out of it.”
I told him, “Ik that too, but I don’t want to. I like liking you.” Then he said, “Hope one day we’ll be friends or I’ll try to give you what you want.”
I am fallinf for him. He’s a bit of scared or insecure cause he had failed situationships. I really wabt to give him my love. Any advice for me?
TL;DR, falling for a 21M, messaging him through a fake id. I need avice to make him feel good, He’s always too much depressing, he acts like he doesnt deserve lovee
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Another thing, i really want to get to know him. How can i do this?
Leave this dude alone.