I 19F have been sleeping with a 55M

I have been sleeping with this man for months now since the beginning of 2025 and let me just say it has been such an eye opener, I’ve always been extremely in tune with my sexuality and being able to read others bodies really well and it makes sex extremely exciting, I’ve found that I’ve always had a thing for men who are older than me and when it comes to this man I can’t tell if it’s just the age that excites me or the fact that I’ve had to hide it this whole time, but I cannot get enough, he doesn’t live far so I’ve found myself walking to his place and staying there more than I have my own place, we met through my place of work and he’s a well respected man there and I find that when he’s there the tension just builds up so quickly, wether it’s locking eyes around the corner, going outside together for a cigarette, or the way he finds a way to graze his hands against me as I walk by without catching anyone’s attention…by the time I get off of work he’s waiting for me and we more times than not go back to his place and have just the most amazing loud and sweaty and just oh so lovely sex!!!