I am a vegetarian, my narcissist mom secrelty fed me meat

I had been veg for years by choice, and became a natural diet for me.

I moved back home for good, lived with them, and my mom knew it. She started to put meat into ingredient masking and telling it off as veg. Like soup, said it was vegetables but i tasted meat..went to the trash bin at the kitchen and saw meat bones together with other vegetables that was extracted.

I ate veg, and she added seasonings to darkened the colour to be unidentifiable, but upon scraping the tiny flavours such as garlic, onions, or chilies, i saw tiny pieces of cut meat.

She has been a narcissist, wnd these sociopaths do it intentionally.

I don’t deny there are thoughts where i would want to feed her beef for revenge. That was the only meat that she don’t consume.