I’m extra down I have low self esteem and hate everything about myself. I got pregnant and the guy has never met our daughter. He tells me to leave him alone. When someone asks him how many kids he has he says 3 by 3 women and that I am a “crazy liar/ raggedy B”
I am so embarrassed and depressed if I didn’t have my daughter I would kms
Why me? Why am I the one he doesn’t claim ?
I feel singled out and ugly and worthless
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it has nothing to do with you, it is because he is an asshole who has kids with 4 different women. get a paternity test.
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He’s not rejecting you he’s just too weak to face the truth. Stop blaming yourself for a man who can’t even claim his own blood.
“I am so embarrassed and depressed if I didn’t have my daughter I would kms”
If you didn’t have your daughter, you wouldn’t be going through this.
You have a daughter so you need to do your best for her. Don’t worry about what the father is saying. Get some mental health help for yourself. Then take him to court for child support. As part of that they will require a paternity test. You can do this. Don’t be afraid of reaching out for all the help you can.
Don’t let him break your spirit! get a paternity test, put him on child support if you need the extra money (and because that’s his responsibility) and raise your daughter the best way you know how. You will find someone who will love you for you and your daughter. You’re not raggedy, he’s an asshole and avoiding his responsibilities. Speaking as someone with low self esteem as well, know your worth because your daughter is gonna be watching you on how to love herself.
If he denies y’all, sue for a paternity test to prove it, just be ready for him to try to get custody in retaliation.
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Forget him and keep moving. Would you even want a man like that in your daughter’s life?
Don’t worry about what he says. You don’t need him to acknowledge you or your daughter.
Go to court and file and child support. If he contests it, they can compel a paternity test. He can deny it all he wants, but once the government decides he’s responsible, they’re going to get you your money out of him one way or another.
And this is for certain: the reason he’s ragging on you is to keep you from doing this. He’s probably already being eaten alive by the first three kids’ child support.
Get your court order and your money, don’t let him contact you except through a lawyer, and move forward with your life. You can do it.
Was he denying you before you got pregnant? Sounds like he’s only denying you cause he didn’t want a fourth kid. He’s got 3 kids and 3 other BM’s in his pocket and now a 4th!?!?! Oh, you’re gonna be everything but a child of God to this man.
You need to leave him alone. You’re not gonna want to. You still have feelings for him. He’ll, you may still love him. It may never click in your head that this man is bad for you – but that doesn’t make it any less true. You’re letting a man with four different children by four different women determine your worth. Nope – wrong road, wrong road.
I have an abusive ex that I still love. I still miss him from time to time. I don’t know what he broke in me, but it’s one of the few times in my life that I had to fight my own mind cause it doesn’t know what’s good for me when it comes to him. It’s kinda like an addiction and you may be fighting it all your life – that’s the hand some of us are dealt.
You now need to become the type of woman your daughter can emulate. If you don’t want her becoming somebody’s 4th BM, running behind some man that talks to her like she’s nothing, then you can’t be that example for her. Be sad. Be mad. Be heartbroken. All that’s fine – that comes with the process, but don’t waste one more minute on this man. Don’t waste one more moment on being what he wants you to be. Don’t waste time worrying about the 3 other women and children he has – you and your baby don’t need to be anywhere near that mess – and it is mess. He’s going to haunt you. It’s going to eat at you. You have to keep fighting it and I promise, one day you will see how much better off you are without him, the 3 BMs and a bunch of kids that ain’t yours.
And put him on child support. Don’t do him favors and don’t try to punish him. Let the courts take care of this. Women who don’t put their BD on child support are women who hope his ass will take them back. They’re still trying to do the dance with the dude. Nothing says “I’m ready to live life without you” like letting the courts take care of it. Why meet up with this man, beg him for money, have him tell you he don’t have it, have him question why you need all this for the baby – no sir! Courts can send you a check and he can talk to them if he doesn’t like it.
Not everything we want is what we need. Good luck and God bless.
Go after the asshole for child support and tell him that you are available only via the app “familywizard”, make a screenshot of said messages, then block him EVERYWHERE. I mean it. Everywhere. Same goes for everyone he associates with. You will pretend he doesn’t exist, just like he does to your daughter.
Dickhead does not deserve you, he does not deserve your daughter and karma will come for him eventually.
So, you got knocked up by a loser. That doesn’t mean you are a loser or damned for eternity to be a loser.
You have to find something in your self for the sake of your daughter, that no one ever allowed you to have. Pride and ambition.
You will make this idiot regret he’s even met you. You will strive, you’ll make that money, you’ll get that degree, you’ll do you – whatever makes you happy.
The only thing you’ll stay away from fot a while is relationships. Why? Because your loser sensor is off, through the years of negativity that ruled your life. You need to find your self worth before jumping in a new relationship and you’ll have to be “on guard” for a while. Even if a guy treats you well for a couple of months and then turns out to be an idiot, that’s okay but you have to boot him from your life the minute he is.
He calls you names? Boot. He makes you feel less than? Boot.
You owe it to your daughter. You need to make sure your daughter’s bullshit sensor isn’t affected as yours was. Men need to treat you with respect. Everyone should treat you with respect.
You are worth it. Your daughter is worth it. Do not settle for less.
He’s the one who’s gross, and he has no intention of being a father to your kid, and it sounds like probably not to his own either. He’s more interested in getting his dick wet than being a man. I know it sucks how you feel right now, remember it, so you don’t let a trash bag like him use you and leave you like he has everyone else. These people are vampires that have learned to manipulate people into positions to satisfy their own carnal pleasures for that moment, because he is empty. People like that are not satisfied unless they are gratifying themselves with animal pleasures. That last line, it’s not saying that sex is for animals, it’s saying that he treats it like an animal, because sex is something that can be quite beautiful.