I had something that felt so consuming, something that made me feel seen , heard and loved all in one moment , but also made me feel raw – unguided, all of my unhealthy patterns and wounds on display for everyone to see in two blue eyes. Everything that ive ever wanted standing right in front of me and i cant see or trust my vison , nothing makes sense and my friends say its bad news – they are going to love and leave you and they did. Maybe it was just me, maybe it wasn’t real, maybe I am delusional for believing in love the way I do… in a moment , my whole life changed and forever will be … is this the end ? I’m sure it is – but I can’t let go of the potential. How can you see everything in someone’s eyes and it be nothing- I’ll forever be haunted and standing in the mirror.
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💔🥀 I empathize with so much of what you are describing, with some twists ~ the heartache, struggling with perceptions of the significance as well as validation of experiences and lack of answers is my life as well. May the piece of your heart return to create joy & peace in your life.
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So. Relatable. 😪
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I feel this so deeply. It’s terrifying when something that felt so real slips away, leaving only the echo of what could have been. Grieve the potential, it’s valid, but remember that your heart isn’t broken, it’s just learning. One day, someone will see all of you the way you deserve to be seen.
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