He says he has struggled with this ever since he could remember but that’s not who he is it wants to be. I believe he is in the closet and I’m just a cover at this point. I have been crying eyes out all day and night and he sleeps perfectly fine. He says he loves me and don’t want me to leave but I think it’s too late for us. He’s clearly suppressing his feelings and I don’t even know if he’s been with a man before. He says he hasn’t and he doesn’t see himself with a man but clearly he gets off on it and I just feel lied to. My head is all over the place and I’m not even sure what I’m posting this for. I don’t have a question.