I cheated on my ex on multiple occasions and even dated her best friend.

Hello, i’m 21m, this happened back when i was a freshman up until my sophomore year of high school, but before i get into this NO i am not proud of any of my actions and i do not support this at all, i am a completely different person who doesn’t find any of that stuff “cool” or fun. anyways i was dating this girl i met in one of my language classes, (we’ll call her jane), and everything was good but for some reason i grew tired of her and decided to find someone more interesting, so during my lunch period i would walk around the fine arts hall, because our instructors allowed us to have our lunches there, with another girl who was my friend only, (we’ll call her joanne) but that specific day things turned out differently. she started to hold my hand while we walked down the hall and when we would go into one of the practice rooms we would kiss. i didn’t break up with jane until a month after i had been fooling around and when we did break up i posted the video, that the girl took on my phone, on snapchat with the date on it so my ex could see when exactly that happened (i know i still regret it). so when i posted that i started to hangout with joanne a lot more and we started dating, but after dating her for a month or so i grew tired once again and decided to venture on to see what would interest me again and i started talking to this other girl that i met in elementary school (we’ll call her jenny, sorry i don’t want to give out real names LOL) and once we started talking we grew closer and closer to eachother which led to me breaking up with joanne, i started talking to jenny for months and we didn’t start dating up until sophomore year, but something insane was about to be revealed. just as i was waiting for her outside of her class i see jane walk up to the same door classroom that jenny is in and of course i didn’t want to be near the door so i waited some feet away and when jenny walked out of the classroom jane walked with her and they were talking like they new eachother very well. so i didn’t go up to jenny that period, but after school while we were both waiting on our rides to show up i asked her if she knows a girl named REDACTED/jane and she said yes that they’ve known eachother for such a long time and they played sports together, i was actually about to start feeling light headed because i didn’t know how she was going to react if i told her that we once dated, so when she asked why all i said was “because she came up to me looking for you”. so weeks later after i found out that they are best friends i started to think about how i should probably tell her just so she doesn’t think she’s betraying her best friend on purpose, but before i even got to tell her i met this new girl in my math class (we’ll call her june) and she was one of those girls that get attached super easily and super quick so off the bat we were talking and getting to know eachother, so while me and jenny were together i started to hangout with june and june would even walk with me and jenny in the hallway as if she was our kid or something following us around like a duck, she would also have the excuse of “i’m lesbian” so jenny wouldn’t get suspicious, but i eventually got bored of jenny and moved on with june. this is where the story ends, eventually jenny found out about me and jane and they ended up not being friends anymore after that, and joanne was not fw me after she found out i started talking to jenny while i was with her. sorry for the long story but ive been needing to get this out, but everyone please before you start leaving hate (i know i deserve all of it) remember that i am not that person that i was anymore, im a completely different person and have left that mindset behind me, please never be like i was, it’s a horrible thing to do and a horrible thing to put someone through, always be faithful, im sorry to everyone i have hurt.