I destroyed one of my friendships and its irreversible

r/

So there was this girl that I sorta used to talk to and we took part as a team of 7-8 prople in a music based quiz competition and in one of the steps we had to perform a dance step on a song lyric, I jokingly and unintentionally said to her , you can move your hips(I saw it on a reel that morning on the same song,I know it was wrong, I never meant it that way)

So long story short, even after repeatedly apologising and explaining that it came out accidentally, we’re still not on talking terms

Its been 1 year since this incident and whenever I see her face, that incident triggers automatically in me, and my whole day gets ruined