I just wanna die, my parents don’t even care about me, I only say that because I’ve tried to kill myself 13 time but they don’t care, clawedbeauty would care more! I just wanna give up, I don’t know why my parents don’t love me and why I’m not enough but it sucks, I just want someone to care, like I ran out of my anti-depresons because they wouldn’t listen everytime I told them I’m low on them! And I bet ya they won’t get me then till next week, it hurts. I just wanna be loved, and if ya ask me I’m thinking about 14
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You’re not trying hard enough
Yeah well you have your whole life ahead of you and you are worth so much more!!! hang on a little and you have no idea how amazing you can make your life once you move out 🤍 i’m so sorry for how your parents affected your life but don’t let them define you and your life
dont give up, if uu want to dm me uu can. i’ve attempted more times than i can count. but that js means im not supposed to go yet. so uu arent either. shit gets rough yes but uu gotta persevere. there is so much more to life than the little bad parts trust me.
Pease don’t Kill yourself! ❤️
I’m sorry your parents suck.
For what it’s worth, I don’t know you but I still hope you find happiness and love in your life.
Just because your parents are lacking doesn’t mean you don’t deserve love and nice things in life.
You can get through this, I believe in you!
A lot of people are very skeptical when they are giving an advice to someone as young as you specially when they are older. I am trying to treat you as an equal so please go through this and think about it before you dismiss it. There will be part that you will find repetitive since a lot of people will advice you the same. sometimes that happens because that is the best solution no matter how stupid or old fashioned or useless it sounds.
I cannot comment about your parents since I don’t know them or their side. Let me tell you as a 30 year old, almost everyone I know has been through the same feeling. Of being neglected or not being loved. I used to think that I was born in the wrong city, house, family etc. You are 13 and you are young. The structure of society is such that you haven’t been through enough experiences to know that these things get better with time.
One thing that I personally discovered, people like you when you are likeable (I am not saying you are not good enough. There is always room to improve). Try this, be a support to someone who feels similar or worse than you. Just listen to their experiences and support them. Don’t try to teach them or school them. Just make them feel that they are normal and everyone faces these situations multiple times in their lives. I promise you, you will feel loved like never before.
When I was looking for support I never got one, but the day I became the support for someone it kind of snowballed into a place where there are many people who rely on me and I can rely on them any time. I wish you will be there someday.
Medicines and therapies only help you if you work upon it. I know people going through years of therapy still show no improvement because they had a tendency to spiral back. we humans are prone to not leaving our comfort zone. Sometimes comfort zones are not comfortable, they are just easier than the unknown. Eg- I was stuck at a job thinking I was not good enough for something better. I would never apply for other jobs because I was scared. Once I moved, it changed my life for good.
Last, ending your life is never a solution. It is an escape but it leaves deep scars in the minds of people around you. No matter how isolated you feel, there will be multiple souls who would be affected for ever with that step. I will urge you not to go down that path ever.
You are alive and well. You are not caught in an endless loop. You are not a character of a sobs story. You have an empty book in your hand and the whole world open for you. You will decide the happy ending for yourself. Any situation, person or voice won’t decide your worth. Only you will. Just hold on. Not every experience in your life is about winning or losing. It is about surviving.
I have been through a lot and I would love to share them with you years later when probably you will be where I am and I will be quite older with grey hair. And I hope you have hell lot of wonderful experiences to share about that day because you will have a great life. I just know you will.
PS: a response will be good. Anything, positive or negative. 🙂
Jesus is the answer. He loves you no matter who else does or doesn’t on earth!
I see you, and you matter. Please hold on. Reach out to someone, even if it’s scary. You’re not alone in this dark place.
There are a lot of us here that come from families where our parents never worked on their own problems and we became the blame. You’re not alone. I had tendencies in my teens as well. It doesn’t matter what anyone thinks about us. You are worthy!
Hey I care, we care, look at us we all care. Just cause some people are incometent it doesnt mean its your fault. Please listen to just this; it always gets better. Trust the proccess, you were brought into this world not because its easy but because youre destined to do great things and bring love to those who need it most. You are needed and I really hope you understand this. It’s ok stranger, everything will be okay.
I care about you. The world needs you!
Don’t do 14, please. If you’re up and down on your antidepressants because of your shitty parents you’re going through even more brain torture than you normally are I think. I’ll never understand parents who don’t care for/love their children. You are loved! You are supposed to be here! Don’t let them destroy you. Do you have someone close ish to you that can help you get your meds regularly? I’m so sorry they’re shit. You deserve better.
The fact that you’re here sharing this says to me that you still have some fight left in you. What that being said, try to be your own advocate. Try to find out alternative ways of getting refills for your medication, because that’s going to be important for you in this journey. Find ways to give yourself the love you’re seeking from your parents. Not making excuses for them but your parents are only human, they’ll have flaws too. For example, what if they aren’t capable of loving you the way you need them to, especially if they didn’t have any good examples to pull from growing up.
But back to you… I just want you to know that you’re not alone in your feelings and my best (unsolicited) advice is to take it a day at a time.
Not to be rude but if you couldnt do it the first 13 times you wont do it this time. The truth is you really dont want to do it you just need attention and thats absolutely fair. Find something that you do very well and put your energy into it until your parents take notice. Try doing something with them that you both like.
My heart goes out to you. Sending you a big virtual hug.
Are there other adults – relatives, friends’ parents, school counselors – that you could turn to to get your refills on time? Suffering through withdrawal is miserable and possibly worse than not having the meds to begin with.
Your parents are not caring for you adequately so you will need to take on responsibility for your own care. Can you pick them up yourself?
Don’t suicide. That’s the end to the potentially great life you can build for yourself. What do you love? Do more of that.
I care about you, young one, and I want you live a long, happy life. DM me if you want to talk.
Regarding your meds, ask them where you get it refilled & learn how to get it refilled yourself. If u have insurance it only be a couple $. Tell pharmacist u need a refill. If u need to tell them u never have ordered before. They will lead you through it. I’m sorry that you don’t have parents u can count on. That’s not right. If ur prescribed meds they should make sure to get it filled. A teenager taking an anti-depressant should not go off cold turkey. It actually raises the risk of suicide tremendously. Plz try to get through this. Suicide is not the answer. I promise, it gets better. It’s really hard to be a teen but even worse when you have parents that are neglectful. They don’t hate you. Just selfish & think they are so much busier than. Everybody else. Plz talk to school counselor if u need to
Dude if your parents are withholding medication or not refilling your medication when it’s out, that’s totally abuse. And no wonder you feel like killing yourself, antidepressant withdrawal is absolutely terrible and it can ruin your life. Your parents need to take your mental health seriously, honestly I would be reaching out to child protection services or some sort of support for you if if I was your neighbor and I knew you were dealing with this. It’s just completely wrong.
Leave the anti depressants and hit the gym, get plenty sunlight, you young go out with your friends and enjoy responsibly, respect your parents and be kind to them even if they harsh with you, you will become a stronger person and deal with life easily in future and pray sincerely from your heart their is a Being who listens and can guide you to the truth.
You don’t want to kill yourself, you just don’t want to feel the way you’ve been feeling – and that’s understandable. I was in a similar situation at your age and it was rough for a few years but once I got out on my own things got better. THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
You should connect yourself to a guidance counsellor or someone who can support you the way you need to be supported. You don’t have to go through this alone.
You are loved, perfectly and completely. It seems soooooo bleak to you now, but there are doors that will open for you if you hang in there. I promise! In the meantime, don’t stop talking things through.
My heart hurts every time I read a post like this. I tried to take my life when I was 15. I didn’t see a way out of the crushing depression that weighed on me. I’m so incredibly grateful that I failed. There is so much beauty on the other side of depression, and I almost missed it. Sure, there are still hard days, but I refuse to let them win. Please, don’t leave. If you truly feel like you haven’t been given love, don’t deprive yourself of experiencing love and happiness with a family you choose for yourself in the future. I’m so sorry you’re in pain.
Hey…… you ARE meant to be here, you are meant to breathe the air you inhale with every breath, you are worthy, you are special…… there’s no other you, you are unique & one of a kind.
Unfortunately you are going through something & you need to give your young self a chance to experience life & all it has to offer. Please believe there’s probably not one person on earth who hasn’t felt unloved, angry, hurt, mad, etc & a lot of other negative adjectives but if you look in the mirror everyday just say “I am beautifully & wonderfully made”. There’s no other person on the planet like you.
Please reach out to a support group, speak with your school counselor, if you attend church reach out to someone there but please LIVE. It such an honor & a privilege to be alive….. even as the world is today, it’s not perfect but it’s good to live another day & everyday brings something new❤️
You need a change as most people do when they feel stuck with a bad life. Something most people don’t know is that nothing is scary when you don’t care what happens. Use that feeling to just try new things. Even if it winds up killing you, who cares? You were gonna off yourself anyway. Just when you don’t expect it, you’ll find something worth caring about. Life sucks, but what else is there to do?
Clawedbeauty? What?
Anyway I get it I’m there too. But I’m sticking around mostly out of spite like a fuck you at this point
There are people who have NO IDEA WHO YOU ARE and they care about you. We all want you to stay and we don’t even know you 💓 Please stay. You have so many smiles to share with others, but more importantly, with yourself. Do you have a teacher, parent of a friend, coach, librarian, grandparent, or neighbor who will listen to you and your concerns? Can you walk to a church in your town to speak with a pastor (only if you’re comfortable in religious settings)? You have so many fun memories to make and exciting things to experience and I don’t want you to miss out on all of that because you have crappy parents. I do, too, but my life has been made better because of ME and my dedication to myself.
Easy there badass, it might be hard but it isn’t for nothing, we care, I care. Please try to normalise thinking that it’s okay, like… they’re you’re parents, but they are also shitty people, they aren’t shit and it’s okay. They DON’T, have to be your family. It’s okay to hurt about them, but if you can’t change them, change them, yk what I mean? We got you.
Please don’t take your life.
Have you ever thought about what it would feel like to find a family member dead of a suicide. Would you care? Or would you feel nothing? You need to try and focus on other peoples feelings. It will help balance your emotions. Once you consider other people’s feelings, killing yourself and making people who care about you clean it up seems like a terrible thing to put someone through.
My dad killed himself. Didn’t solve anything. Just passed it on.
Your life is worth living. Your parents might not be worth being your parents.
Tough words but fck em. It’s your life. Live it your way.
I have been in that same headspace, feel free to message if you need a friend