I genuinely do not want to meet anyone. It tires me out ridiculously and it’s completely pointless. I can’t anymore.
I crave the hugs and the physical presence but I’m like, please, please, do not open your mouth. Do not talk. Just be there. Just hug me. Please don’t speak. I give 0 fucks who you are, what your story is, what you’ve done and what you haven’t, how you feel, how you are or how your day was. Just. Shut the fuck up.
I look for strangers to meet with because they don’t know me and I don’t know them and I don’t fucking want to know who they are, I just want a hug.
I do not sound like a human anymore.