I don’t know what else go do. What I would give to be normal.

I feel like I’m the only one who would give up absolutely anything to be normal. I can’t live in my head anymore. I can’t survive it. It’s destroying my marriage, my life. I’ve lost friends. I can’t cope. I currently have three different therapists for different things and I just want to bang my head against the wall. I’ve been in and out of therapy since a child. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I cannot cope with the feeling I cannot cope with the anxiety. I can’t cope with my skin feeling like it’s flipping inside out and my whole body is vibrating with panic and anxiety over nothing all the time. This is my last cry for help because I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t know what to do.