I don’t want to do this anymore

I have a 16 month old and work full time. My relationship that I thought was great is actually gone to shit and I just don’t want to do any of this anymore. I work from home and I planned to keep taking care of my baby (went back to work at 3 months) as long as I could. I’ve been past the limit for a long time already but it turns out there’s no child care in this small town. I moved out of state when I got pregnant so we could be a family together. Now I have no friends or family nearby to help me and I am literally losing my mind. I can’t stop thinking about quitting on everything. I know I can’t do that to my baby but it is so hard the past couple weeks and the thought won’t stop coming to my mind. I feel so awful like a horrible mom and I’m just spiraling. And I have no one to talk to so I had to get this out 😭 (all this on top of living in the US for the past few months)