I don’t want to lose him i have no one else that loves me….

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So um i have a friend that became my boyfriend a 2 months ago let’s just call him A for now because that’s what his name starts with anyway we became friends back in elementary, I had no one back then I would get bullied for hanging out with girls and acting too feminine and stuff but um a while back he confessed to me but I told him I would think abt it for the past 4 months after we started dating not even 1 day pasted by and he r@p3s me in my sleep…. I told him many times to stop when I woke up he didn’t give a fuck he only stoped when I started to have a panic attack i Didn’t know what to do I just cried Im only 15 what do I know? What should I do do I just leave him and stay alone… i dont know he keeps asking to have sex but I don’t want to because I’m scared:(

Comments

  1. gillianbillian Avatar

    As hard as it is to hear, yes, you need to leave this person.

    This person does not love you. He raped you. That’s not love, sweetheart, that’s a felony.

    You need to tell an adult in your life that this happened, and then go to the police.

    I’m so sorry this happened to you as well, just know it’s not your fault. You are worthy of love, and you will find it.

    But you will not find it with this person.

  2. mabadolu Avatar

    you are 15 and was raped. please PLEASE tell your parents about it (his parents too) and break up with him. its not worth it. i know how awful it is to be lonely and the crazy things we put up with just to have someone by our side. but please, im begging you, break up with him and never talk to him again. tell your parents and if possible get the police involved too. this is serious. way too serious

  3. Fun-Salamander3765 Avatar

    I’m so sorry this happened to you. What he did is wrong, and none of it was your fault. You deserve to feel safe and loved, not scared. If you can, please talk to an adult you trust—like a parent, teacher, or school counselor. They can help you go to the police if you feel ready. You’re not alone in this, and you’re so, so brave for speaking up. Take care, you got this.