Hello everyone I just need to drop this bomb off my chest. I did something bad, very bad. I dont see way out. For last 4 years I have been stealing or draining crypto off innocent people. Money came big, for last 4 years I indulged in drugs, alcohol, hookers, gambling, I got addicted to everything. Any time I try to sober up, guilt starts eating me alive to point where it led me to self harm, so to numb everything I just continue using drugs, alcohol and seeking comfort in hookers arms… I’m all alone in the world I distanced myself from friends, family, everyone I know. I’m too scared to go to police to confess, I’m too scared to end everything. I’m just a big pussy that can’t take responsibility and do what’s right. No one knows what I did or do and I’m too scared to confess to someone in real life, so I am here, absolute leech and degenerate of this world confessing to people on Internet.
Give me hate so I can have balls to end this! I ruined so many lives by doing what I did, my life is not worth anything at this point, I hate myself so much that I can’t stand it, I haven’t looked in mirror for weeks as I look to myself and it’s just disgusting!!!!
I’m out!
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Yeah OK, before you go can you tell me is it possible to learn this power?
So, don’t end your life
Stop stealing
Get an honest job
Hit up some Na/aa/Sa meetings. Whatever you need. Methadone clinic.. therapy I dunno exactly your situation
The guilt. So, you admit what you did, there will be repercussions. While, it’s the right thing to do, I am going to be realistic and say that instead, devote some time to giving back to the community as a penance.
I’m sorry you are in this situation. The universe has a way of teaching us lessons after we mess up- it’s karmas way of leveling out. Don’t steal from people again, man. Everyone here is struggling. But, going forward, you need to forgive yourself, understand you cannot change the past, and move on.
u r a horrible weak human mate
But ending life is not the answer ! even horrible people like u deserve a chance.
stop drugs in all types..
to stop ur guilt.. try to find a work that can generate income and try to compensate those who u stolen from. this is only way to go out of it .. going to police will not help ur victims. although it might bring justice,
have goals in ur life and try to work hard on achieving them and doing well for others and help others if u can’t help ur victims
Ok Gordon Gecko
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