I feel like I am going insane. We’ve been dating for 6 months (LDR). He is an Indian international student and I am Indo-Canadian (brought up in Canada). I really like him but recently I feel really jealous of the time he spends with other people. He gets attention from white girls which is freaking me out (iykyk) because I get so scared he will choose a white girl over me. 3 white girls have flirted with him or asked for his number in the time we have been together. He is super consistent and I know he loves me, but still I can’t help thinking that he will cheat or leave me one day. I wasn’t like this before like 3 months ago. I know I am pretty and he thinks so too, but every other week there is a new scenario my mind makes up about him leaving. Am I just really insecure and getting emotionally dependant or something? My semester has started and I feel like I can’t even talk to him anymore because I keep getting so distracted by thoughts about him leaving me. What do I do? And how do you guys trust your partner?
TL;DR How do I trust my partner in my first serious relationship without getting consumer in “what-ifs”