I feel like Im failing at life.

I (24F) feel like I’ve literally accomplished nothing. I never finished college, I have a job but I’m not making nearly enough money to do anything with it. I obviously want to do better and find a path for myself, but I genuinely don’t even know what I want to do.

I also feel like I’ve made no real connections with anyone in my life, like I have friends/family but I just feel like a side character a lot and that everyone just thinks I’m doing fine just because I never say anything. Even when I do open up about some things, it’s kind of just brushed under the rug because everyone just assumes I’m going to be good. My family life is kind of a wreck, so it’s hard to have a feeling of comfort when thinking about that part of things. I’m in a relationship, but sometimes I feel like I’m a little bit stuck in that as well, I dont have the urge to get married or start a family, and we just argue a lot.

I don’t know if I’m stuck in a pit right now where I’m just feeling lost, or if this is just how things are going to be for me. I really really want to improve and be happy, but I just feel like odds have been against me for a long time. I don’t really know what to do at this point to make things better, or even just start to feel like I’m doing something worthwhile. Is this a normal feeling to have at this point of my life, or am I doing something wrong?