I force myself to eat my dads cooking despite not wanting to sometimes

r/

My father has always been a SAHD. Growing up, he was always cooking for us. As my siblings and I got older, they all stopped asking him to cook/stopped eating the meals he made.

Now, I LOVE his food and when I’m hungry, I will go back for more but even when I’m not hungry, I still go back for more. Sometimes I’ll pack it for lunch.

I know he enjoys cooking and I know he loves when people eat his food so I tend to overeat at dinner whenever he does cook because I feel bad that nobody else will eat. I never have an appetite due to personal issues but I can’t take it when he makes something and it’s not appreciated.

The other day, my dad told my older sister he used to love cooking but began to hate it because nobody eats it and I had to step away and cry lol

So do I get sick sometimes because I overeat? Yes. But my dad gets really happy when I eat his food and that’s all I want.