I found out a few weeks ago I silent miscarried at my 16 week appointment. No symptoms at all. I had a D&C done and have been grieving with my husband since. Unfortunately have been trying to distract myself and downloaded FanDuel Casino after not doing it really for months and I bet waaayyyy too much. Idk why I kept going. I just kept depositing money and hoping that it would hit something and now I am broke and I feel so stupid. That’s it really. I’m usually very responsible when it comes to money and I’m so disappointed in myself. I already live paycheck to paycheck practically so this blows and just needed to vent. It’s been keeping my mind off of reality I guess but now I’ve made things worse.
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I hope you heal and things get better! Have you considered getting some mental help?
I am so sorry for your loss. Sometimes we do dumb things out of grief. I sure have. You lost a child, and that is a huge deal. You deserve forgiveness and grace, even from yourself. 💜💜💜