I have a kink no one knows about [32 f]

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I have a kink that’s kind of specific and I feel it’s too risky to bring up irl. I haven’t even told my boyfriend.

I’m into men peeing. No, I don’t want a golden shower. It’s more of a “I like to watch because it gets me off” kind of thing. It started years ago when I saw a man peeing on a nature trail. I got a glimpse and it did things to me lol

Ever since then I seek out videos of guys peeing and use them to get off. Peeing places they shouldn’t, going first thing in the morning when the guy still has a boner, my favorites are when they pee on trees or pees on something cold with hot pee and it makes steam. I’m turned on by the smell too.

I know I’m gross. For whatever reason my brain decided it really enjoys this kind of thing 😭

Comments

  1. Accomplished-Hour879 Avatar

    Haha, the things that brains choose to latch on to always cracks me up when it comes to sexual preferences.
    Oh well, find you a man who likes to piss I guess😌

  2. Ok_Percentage2534 Avatar

    I think you will be fine. Guys love to pee on things. I wouldn’t care. A golden shower would be too much for me though.

  3. Scott_4560 Avatar

    Your DMs are about to explode

  4. nanomannano Avatar

    What turns you on isn’t something you chose, it’s just how your brain wires pleasure. You’re not hurting anyone, and you’re being safe and private about it. Be kind to yourself, you’re allowed to have desires, even the unusual ones.

  5. wowlookitme Avatar

    It’s actually refreshing to see someone be this open. Everyone has their thing, and yours just happens to be more specific. You’re not weird, you’re human. If the time feels right, and your relationship is strong, you might be surprised how open-minded partners can be when approached with trust.

  6. TheTVDB Avatar

    I peed today. Even did it more than once. If all goes well tomorrow, I’ll probably do it again.

  7. aagent86 Avatar

    I’m a sit down pee’er and I’m peeing as I type this ;-D

  8. wrd83 Avatar

    At least it’s a non harmful kink. And I’m pretty sure men can expose you to it.

  9. ConsciousCarrott Avatar

    Really not that weird. Unless your BF is fairly conservative I think you should tell him, might lead to something fun for both of you.

  10. Clamidiaa Avatar

    If you moved to Vietnam, you would see it on a daily occurrence, if not multiple times a day.

    We just say, “They’re watering the trees.”

  11. RightAd7819 Avatar

    Well check out your dms now, your boyfriend message already sixth feet under

  12. RandoMcGuvins Avatar

    If my gf said I like watching you pee on stuff like trees, I wouldn’t think that much of it. Cost me nothing to let her watch me pee on a tree. I might even get laid more cos of it. Seems like a win win to me.

  13. SaphiraTheCerulean Avatar

    Omg, I’m in like the same boat!! I have a very similar kink, and I’m like 🫣 how do I tell my partner about this… I’m honestly still at a loss how to bring it up, lol

  14. SuperiorVanillaOreos Avatar

    Made an account just to share this lmao

  15. ClingyNellie Avatar

    You’re not gross, kinks are personal, and way more common than people admit. What matters is you’re not hurting anyone, and you know your boundaries. Honestly, it’s brave to even put it into words. Your brain just wired pleasure that way, and that’s okay

  16. Odd-Mousse2763 Avatar

    Your kink isn’t harming anyone, so i wouldn’t kick yourself too much. I think what your underlying kink is rooted in is the vulnerability that a guy is experiencing when he whips it out, especially in public where it’s a little more dangerous. Also, guys have this powerful confidence in peeing on things. It’s very carnal in itself if you think about it. Marking and drawing with their pee makes them feel good about themselves. It brought then joy as little boys, which extends into their adulthood.

    All this is not a hard and fast rule for every guy, but rather, a generalization.

    Your arousal to the event is likely a byproduct of this vulnerable confidence that turns you on, thus creating this kink.

    My 2 cents.

  17. Sudden_Currency_7055 Avatar

    I pee on lots of trees, I don’t think it’s a bad kink I like to mark my territory around my property in the Mountains from wild animals. Every now & then I’ll get a contester. Then I just have to keep peeing over where they peed on my tree. Sometimes I’ll get claw marks if it’s a bear and I’ll create my own claw marks over theirs idgaf it’s my territory beach 🤣. Usually they leave the area after a while of me contesting. 😂 It’s my spot lmao

  18. Gilbert38 Avatar

    It’s a harmless kink, what’s the problem.

  19. pervoclock Avatar

    Well if you ever want a volunteer…

  20. Fun-Direction3426 Avatar

    I don’t think it’s gross. I think it’s pretty interesting. I once saw a video of a man peeing in a drawer. I think there were clothes in there.

  21. rogerwil Avatar

    It may be embarrassing for you, OP, but I guarantee that the vast majority of men will have no problem peeing in front of you for any reason, but especially not for getting you excited. Just ask.

    On a scale between 1-10, that’s at best a 2 in regards to depravity.

  22. Scott_4560 Avatar

    Can we get a score check on your DMs please

  23. erisod Avatar

    You know what, everything we find sexy is kind of weird if you aren’t a accustomed to it. I doubt your boyfriend would mind if you told him you get turned on when you see him pee. Heck, ask if you can steer. Just to try something new. He doesn’t need to be into it per se to enjoy you enjoying it.

  24. cuplosis Avatar

    There’s worse kinks

  25. LickthebladeEvy Avatar

    “and it did things to me lol” girl you so real for this 😭

  26. Haeenki Avatar

    Tell him, he’ll probably even let you hold it.

  27. CoffeePizzaSushiDick Avatar

    Yellow Submarine, down-down-down periscope!

  28. Away-Location-4756 Avatar

    Look down any alley on a Saturday night in the city centre. It’ll be a bloody tsunami.

  29. Bitterqueer Avatar

    Same 😂 All bc of one tumblr gif that rewired my brain. Funny how that works.

  30. Arex189 Avatar

    So how many dms did you get….

  31. hard_day_sorbet Avatar

    What do you like about it?