I have breast cancer and I hope it kills me.

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I feel like I completely wasted my life. I never did write a book or have pets. I was so busy with getting a degree and a stable job and a relationship thats now over. Now I have breast cancer and the lady was positive about it being treatable. I am going to have surgery and then radiation on me to get rid of it but i have nothing to live for. I wasn’t depressed before but having nobody to share this news with has showed me how useless everything I did was. I never built connections. I have nobody to go to any appointments with. I have nobody to celebrate with. I am alone and I am going to die alone or survive alone. what’s the point?

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  1. blackqueen8 Avatar

    I watched this over 12 hours ago, and I just kept thinking about it. Maybe you’re the reason why:

    https://www.tiktok.com/@andyyjiang/video/7486700799943281963

    When he had nothing else to lose, he pursued his lifelong dream and fulfilled it. Most of us won’t have his success, but at this moment, what do you have to lose?

    If you’d like to write a book, you can start today. If you want to own a pet, then find a rescue that will let you temporarily foster.

    Join a support group for breast cancer warriors and start making some meaningful connections.

    It’s not too late. Each of us only has today since tomorrow isn’t promised.

  2. Puzzleheaded_Ad9696 Avatar
    1. get a golden retriever.
    2. dont share with anyone you have cancer.
      3 find a new relationship, tell them eventually if they are worth it.
    3. try to survive.
    4. dont make excuses about getting a golden, they live in tight apt as well, all they need is human love emotion.

    my wife has cancer , everyone kinda of ” stays aways ” naturally.. specially after 5 years and you are still there, her cancer is not totally curable but weve made it so far. She got thrown into the broken pile and doesnt want to make new friends ( 2-3 of them have always stuck around ) superficial one have left the building .

    Get 2 golden retrievers, even better.

    good luck!

  3. Tungstenkrill Avatar

    Because you can flip thongs and actually live life how you want to.

  4. FaithlessnessOk2071 Avatar

    Why are you giving up on living the life you dreamed of. If you have 1 month left or if you have 30 years just do at least 1 thing. You shouldn’t die with regrets but most definitely don’t live with regrets