I just can’t believe its already April and I have done NOTHING that I told myself I would do, for the sixth year in a row now. For context I’m M22 and I’m essentially a walking failure, I’ve done nothing my whole life so far. Never had a job longer than a day, no friends, no social skills, no qualifications, no relationships, no skills, no talents. The list of things I need to fix and improve about myself just gets longer and I do get sudden bursts of motivation of wanting to do them, but when it comes to it I always either find an excuse and tell myself its not worth it, its pointless, I don’t deserve the improvement, etc. I just don’t know what to do anymore, I’m so sick of being like how I am and I want to change it, but my dumbass brain just won’t let me do it. Sorry for such a venty post I know it sounds pathetic. Please be as brutally honest as you’d like and if anyone has any advice I would love it, please. Thank you and sorry again.