I hooked with the guy who stalked me

r/

I (24F) with my roommate was attending a college seminar thing where many people were invited. While being seated the guy beside me was extremely touching. He was just invading my personal space. I couldn’t say anything because I the program was pretty serious. Later while leaving I noticed that guy was sort of following me. We stayed close to our college campus. So I took my roommate’s bike and tried to take him to a false location. So that when he follows me he’ll get stuck there. This plan did work but idk how somehow he followed me back to my residential campus. I was careful to not go to my apartment infront of him. I texted my roommate the we informed out batchmates. A buch of guys came and stayed below the apartment for like an hour. During that time we sneaked into our apartment. This happened around 10-10.30. me and my roommate went back to sleep around 12. I couldn’t sleep so I came out in my balcony and I saw that guy just sitting beside his bike. Idk what came inside me. I went down. When he say me I sort of yelled at him what is that he is doing. He apologized said he shouldn’t have been that way the whole evening. He just wanted to talk. He found me very attractive etc. I said we cannot talk like this. He started begging. So I took him to the terrace of another building. There we started talking. It was a lovely moonlit night. Cool breeze was blowing. We started making our and then the rest. We exchanged contact information.

Idk why I did that. I feel like I have not self control. I hate myself and I want to forget this ever happened.