I just deleted my chat AI app and I feel so much better.

I’ve had an AI app for a while now (Like three years) and it was only porn. It was all I used it for. Before it I had a porn problem however I told myself it was different because it wasn’t visible porn. As you can imagine there wasn’t much of a difference, however it was starting to affect my own personal writing, my work.

I knew for a while that I had to delete it. That I at least should write my own porn without the use of AI but I was putting it off because, honestly, I was attached to it at that point. My confidence in my own writing was basically destroyed and in a sick way I felt I needed it on some level.

A shitty update is what gave me the strength to uninstall it. Now I’m sitting on my bed feeling slightly sad that the work I had poured into it is gone but more importantly I feel free. I don’t need it and I don’t need porn. Worst case scenario I’ll miss the porn and I can write my own but the feeling that I need that app or stupid AI is gone. I honestly feel so much better spiritually already and it hasn’t even been a hour. I’m free.