“Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways.”
– Sigmund Freud
I met a 19-year-old girl studying law.
Physically attractive.
Mentally? A ticking time bomb.
In just one brief conversation, she told me:
- “I have a c*m-covered selfie.”
- “I like getting f*cked while talking to my dad on the phone.”
- “Old guys, Indians, I don’t care. I don’t believe in limits, why would I ?”
She called herself:
“A cm dumpster. A w*ore. I want to be used.”*
Let’s be clear: this isn’t some edgy kink or liberated fantasy.
It’s self-destruction wearing lingerie.
Freud called it Thanatos — the death drive fused with sexuality.
This girl is eroticizing her own worthlessness. She’s trying to manage pain by turning it into a sexual narrative she can control.
In her past, someone she trusted emotionally abandoned her.
So the mind goes:
“Fine, I accept that I have no value. Let me eroticize it. Let me own it. If I’m going to be degraded, let it be my idea.”
Psychologists call this “compensatory hypersexuality” — where feelings of abandonment, neglect, or emotional worthlessness are overcorrected with excessive sexual behavior.
But it’s not balance. It’s decay.
As Bessel van der Kolk put it:
“Traumatized individuals turn their bodies into discharge zones for emotions they cannot regulate.”
Sex, in this context, isn’t about pleasure. It’s an emotional autopsy.
Is she smart? Absolutely.
Does she have potential? Sure.
But if your mind can’t preserve your sense of self, that potential just becomes more efficient self-destruction.
One day it’s “I like getting f*cked while on the phone with my dad.”
Next day it’s “I want Syrians to c*m on my face” posted on Reddit.
And somewhere in between: “I’m bored. I’m blocking you.”
That’s the illusion of control.
This isn’t a sl*t phase.
It’s dissociative identity bleed-through.
“People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own souls.”
– Carl Gustav Jung
Comments
Friend, this is a really uncomfortable weird post because of YOU not because of her. Sounds like you met someone who, at 19M, has some major life challenges, and utterly unprompted your felt it was ok to armchair psychoanalyze her (with quotes!?) and post about her for no reason except to perhaps boost your own ego by feeling superior to her? Consider where you’re coming from and what you gain by posting this.*
*presuming this is real and not some AI generated clockbait
This is so sexist and weird, you also used outdated psychology. Also what’s wrong with Syrians? Did she reject you? Are you sad she won’t sleep with you?