I loved you and was blinded to who you really were. You are leaving so many bruises and unanswered questions behind. Funny thing is, I didn’t want to care about you. You pushed until I did and then you didn’t even bother to say goodbye. Well I am here to confess how blinded I was. I was lost and you knew this and I now know I was nothing to you then or now. I have that kind of hurt only time will heal. It’s been a while now and it still hurts. At least I am no longer trying to reach out and ask you to help me understand. You really had a hold on me. I have uprooted my life to try and erase the damage you have done. I still cry every night. You never really knew me, the way I love. You were too busy looking for something else. Someday I hope I have someone that will thank you for all the pain you caused, and how you tossed me away. Giving someone else my heart will not be easy, but that person will surely earn it now. I guess I confess I know I am nothing to you now, I am embarrassed that I wanted you to stay.