I (21m) made a horrible decision last night. Currently in a foreign country studying abroad. I went out last night and got very drunk, tried my luck with a girl and failed. In a moment of drunken desperation, feeling the sting of rejection, I ordered a “massage” to my apartment. The sex was awful. It felt so horribly fake, obviously because it was. I wasn’t even attracted to her. And I paid a disgusting amount of money for it. I couldn’t even finish. Now I have like, no money in my bank account and I need to ask my father for more money.
This may have been the most horrible decision I’ve ever made. I feel disgusted with myself and incredibly ashamed.
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You don’t have to be and feel all of that. You had an experience and you learned from it. That’s what life is supposed to be. Relax, breathe and find the humor and humanity in your own story.
Don’t be too hard on yourself. Some of the best sex I had was with ladies of the evening. Actually, the best was with ladies in the afternoon. But when you pay more than you can afford, that sucks.
Lesson learned…
I hope you used protection, but a STD text could be a good thing to do.
Love is not sex, and you can’t have connection with a professional, unless she very good and can fake that connection.
Taking decisions when drink is a way of making a mistake, so don’t be too harsh with yourself.
It’s just sex
What country?
Life lesson. Now you know that’s not your thing.
Don’t repeat. Shit happened when have to do it all alone, noone to guide.
Don’t waste fathers hard earn money. Do such thing after Job. Ya you will get chance.
Priorities first.. give assurance to parents that I can earn now..and now I am financially independent.
Then you have to try you want..
Not too bad bro.. maybe tell pops?
At least you have a story to tell
I have never had an encounter with any lady of the night but why does Redditors like doing this? Ordering prostitutes and claiming it was awful to us? We don’t believe the assertion that y’all had an awful experience with professionals or that you’re even remorseful.
If it was a terrible experience it was all on you.
Order another one with your father’s money you might like it more!!
So how was it? I didn’t read the thread so sorry if you already answered that