I rarely to any work at my job at the ice cream store

I don’t work at all

kind of embarrassing Please don’t make fun of me but I don’t know what to do. I work at a local ice cream shop for like 4 weeks now a month the but it’s a remote position work for home WFH no body tells me what to do So I don’t do anything’s they keep paying me. I get the check in the mail. I think. I should be replying to emails or something, like about ice cream. Like chocolate, vanilla, chocolate chip and mint, etc iced creams mostly.

But I don’t log in. And I’m feeling too embarrassed to ask my boss for help’ plusI have a crush on him. We Did a zoom meeting virtual meeting space on-line and I said he looks very handsome and I felt a type of way about him after

What should I do then like sitting and rubbing my thumbs together